CaNt OpeN mY eYeS ~~~

2010-12-31T13:13:00.002+08:00

Wow...i came back here....somehow....

today is the last day of 2010...time flies huh...

ever since facebook was invented i stopped blogging

its been a year so far i have completed, lets go through the bad 1st:

Bad:

-You left my life( somehow i feel release but at the same time i feel quite bored la..maybe not much frens liao)

- My gastic gotta abit worst maybe lousy beer could increase my pain till i'm on my knees

- Whosgoing been through me now, i have stopped clubbing instead i went to pub nowdays but the good people i know in whosgoing will never be forgotten

-i prefer to be in camp then come out nowdays

-my ippt still fail

-my DOTA skills never improved for a start

The good things:

I'll try to go according to my goals:

- I guess my friends are really happy, just with themselves not with me bah

(Lau started earning passive income, Xiang gt Janet, Beng became a policemen, Ken sign on as airforce reg,shunlong became 3SG Medic instructor,pz worked as a Game Administor/GM,Dav continue his navy sign on life,eddie contracted with ST, jun serve and he seems to be doing well,xb gt bf,shenli got a job at citibank,py also learning from lau now,yaoyao 2nd year in NTU now ...see now thats prove)

-Got my 1st Physical medal , Army half marathon- 24KM, 2nd best in the platoon i feel not bad

-Got an E51

-I got an ipod touch 32GB , refurbished got it very cheap compare to a new 8GB

-i did online shopping,alot at gmarket...

-i complete a number of games on PC and PSP

-Drink,drank and drunk till 730am in the morning

-Explored a haunted site even though there's an entry fee for it (www.the13cells.com) ($28 @ Xmas eve)

-have a good repo with my boss S4

-Fought through ATEC with 41

-Been through Australia(Rockhampton), Experience racism toward asians

-Went to Taiwan and have alot of fun!

-Unlimited area cleaning tekang session

-Did my first COS cookhouse duty over at there

And in the coming years i have this to complete:

the new year is filled with mysteries so alot of question marks are in

-ACCT

-The crate from wallaby

-The Last Outfield in my NSF life

-Standby

-Driving license?

-ORD! (YES MY PINK IC)

-J.O.B (Corporate Sales?)

-Uni Degree

and alot more to come..becos its the year of ME! Year of Rabbits!

2010-01-02T21:34:00.003+08:00

whoooo 2010 day 2

HAPI NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

I have passed out from Signals Insitute

to 41 Singapore Amoured Regiment, 41SAR

i am now a full flagged Signaller and a OC runner

the days i have during 2009 can only be describle as heaven

this is my routine

Morning : Breakfast,Morning Run
Mid Morning: PSP
Afternoon: Lunch, Radio Maintence
Mid Afternoon: PSP
Evening: Dinner, RO
Early evening: PSP
Late Evening: PSP + Watch tv
Night: PSP till Lights out

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This 2010 year will have alot of shit coming so i wun expect myself
to have so much time for psp
anyway.. Happy new year everyone
even if i did make any mistakes let it be forgiven ok?

ok...after viewing ppl blog i forgot i have to have a new year resolution or 2..or3..so here it goes

1. Finish With NS
2.Get my car license
3.Get a gf
4.Organise my family
5.Together with my frens go Taiwan

2009-11-01T18:47:00.002+08:00

SPEED THROUGH SKILL

011109, 6:50pm

I have Pass out as a Full flagged signaller from the signal insitiute
this oso marks the end of my slack
and my future location will be in 41SAR according to encik philip

i face alot of money problems in between this 2 weeks
and alot of things were put to the test on regarding i can handle them
- my dad fainted and went to hospital i had to apply urgent leave
- upon visiting him i only have $5
- have to get him a packet of roasted pork and char siew $4
- left $1 for myself
if laurence wasnt ava. that i would have suffer quite alot
and feel more like shit..
- after meeting him and he help me top up my card
- lunch on him man...i'm farkup broke till no pride -.-

Pride - People Rest I Do Extra

i will repay him someday, this i say
maybe this is oso something that let me see the true face of ppl?
when u no $ in a crisis..who are those who are really willing to help u?
or who are those who act blur ..or worst dun even care
i know i put in effort for alot of things
- YOUR birthday
- my 2.4KM - 13:59 to 12:45 to 11:05 to 10:58
even though my spent my pay all of it one shot one day
i felt its worth it?
nahhh i dun even koe now lol...
well at least not all goes into the drain

but i feel that you are those..
u said about money making you happy
to me it is 60% to you bah?
maybe a $450 wallet and a pair of pigs
could make you happier than
a...half fark..poor ass guy who cant even afford his topup card
the odds are there liao

becos of this i dun wan to leave poor
i wan to complete my ns life
and i wan to earn alots of money
so this 2 years wun be wasted

2009-09-27T01:59:00.002+08:00

well well well
finally have the time to do alittle chitchat

today is sunday
for the coming 5 weeks i am posted to Stagmont camp
i am in the Signals Insitute (SI)
one of the LTC say we are very lucky
cos its SI(Sleeping Insitute)
well i guess i juz have to enjoy this 6weeks course . after that
wadever is heading next is another mystery.
guoquan my Quecbac company buddy who is in the same bunk with me from then
is in same bunk with me when we arrive at signals
but he will OOC on monday due to back problems
Bun Chin went to OCS
my buddy Kenny went to Sispec
more or less most of platoon 3 ppl went to command school
i do have regrets that i'm not with them
i mean ..even if its the toughest shit we'll ever face
as long as we're tgt we can always face it no matter wad
we been through thick and thin during BMT
this journey is etched my memory
even after i ORD i will always remmeber the times we had in BMT
AND THE CHALET of cos isnt it LT Toh? lol

regrets..i do have alot of regrets in my life
even after entering army i have regrets
that i dint chiong during BMT so i did not manage to go command school
regrets..LT Wiggy said..do the best u can..make sure u dun have any regrets
i have some...but i will nv forget our time in BMT

i notice..even in my dreams..i have regrets..
i had a dream ytd ..there's this girl..duno who she is...
maybe i juz know her..talk to her awhile in the dream..notice i like her..
and she wan my number..i was like..wtf...and i woke up..

NS ..a period where despo rates goes up
Self-Control, Self Discipline is even more needed
yes i hate to see YOU with that guy
yes..i hate to see ppl lovey dovey
i hate my ex love life..
all this flashbacks...

"i only i want to finish my NS for now Nth else" i said
"you are trying to do only that i can tell" peiying said
"you dun care also nevermind"laurence said
"you thinking too much" awp said
i cannot forget my past..neither can i take the future...
ns is really a way for me to escape ..
escape reality
escape family problems
escape friends cant get along problems
escape money problem
escape...

its really quite hard to share problems..
i oso dun quite know who i can share this shit with..
i wana show concern..
i wan my friends
but do they want each other? answers lies with them
i will as usual organise events so we can hang out regulary
i notice i am not fan jian asking a girl out
its is my responsibility to .
so i should plan better
give me time ok?
i..like you..
i still do...
maybe i should ask again..
do u feel something about me?
am i one of those that change your life?
haha...

i guess..i only can give answers
but not so soon
we are friends after all =)
as friends we remain..in the grey area?
when u need me
only when u need me u can depend on me
when i need you
i only can hope u will be there for me too..
guess too much to wish for haha

looking at my Goals in life i need to update them liao by the time u read till here
maybe u can see my Goals in life too

book in timing : 2130
location of camp: 2 blocks away from my house

2009-09-18T11:00:00.001+08:00

Comd SAF BMTC wishes you all the best in your future posting.

Your Posting Order is listed below:

1. You are posted to SIG INSTITUTE.
2. Your vocation is SIG OPR - INFOCOMM2.
3. Your are to report to: Stagmont Camp, BLK 207, RM #02-16.
Reporting Date/Time: 22/09/2009 at 0930 hrs.
Person to report to: Chief Clerk
Co

2009-09-11T03:24:00.001+08:00

http://www.ns.sg/nsPortal/appmanager/nsp/default?_nfpb=true&_pageLabel=nsPortal_EPOSTING_1

18th sept i must login here

for now POP LO!!!!!

090909 marks the end of my BMT life
and 20th i must prepare for the new unit liao

2009-08-24T00:41:00.002+08:00

time 12:42am

monday

come 730 i will wake up
and once again depart back to tekong

2weeks left to POP
once again i only can say
i will leave with regret....
lets see what i done in the army currently

Live Firing : 31/32 got marksman, no perfect shot
Field Camp: Suffered , Consispated , pumped , survived 6 Days in jungle n Urban Ops
SIT Test : Garang as a Section IC, Quiet as a team mate, wanted a simple life with no command school
Grenade : Saw Cocks hand drill grenade to sergeant , experience C4 explosion, threw live grenade
IPPT : Fitness Improved but not to targeted : Shuttle Run : 10.5secs, Sit Up: 41, 2.4KM Run: 12:02M, Pull up: ZERO , Standing Broad Jump : 197(fail)

well 2more weeks and i'll be through
2more weeks to POP
2more weeks my good allies are gona leave me
2more weeks my enemies will leave me
2more weeks to being Private
2more weeks .....

hmmm
tired...
i'm tired of waiting..
tired of anticipating
tired of organising
i'll take a back seat now
and you need me ..juz holla

2009-08-02T12:11:00.003+08:00

i think i love this song alot
if there's anything there kept me going during my NS training
is this song...
thinking bout it
i got 5% more power

here's my power to you

2009-08-02T11:30:00.003+08:00

hmmm
i'm back from field camp
6days of hell
hate the jungle

come out expect ppl to jio me go out once again
i was dissapointed
everyone have their own things to do bah
i am no longer
i grew tired u koe...
i oso wana come out have fun with everyone
but why issit that everytime is oso i jio ppl one?
why cant organise some FARKING SHIT FOR ME TO JOIN?
WHY DO I ALWAYS GET A "DONT KNOW GO WHERE LATER??!?!?!"
cannont juz gimme a solution
i have enough problems already

now i really find army escaping from reality
i wan to see everyone
but i guess not everyone wan to see me
other then shit replies
DELAYED PHONE CALLS
hold phone there 15min get back to me waste my phone $
is there anything that can make me more happy?
sad to say ytd i only went out with 2 guys
but at least i can say that we at least talk and they dun find it boring
i tell myself to sit back relacs and enjoy wads going on outside
wad i see is shit
i gave initiative ..i fan jian....i go call everyone
end up i still get shit replies
"dont know" "dun think free" "see how"
issit so hard to say , "on" , "steady" , "ok lor" ?
i guess i can say that when your time comes you will know .. ok?
i already compromise all i can
i hope to get understanding that i went through hell at field camp
and i really love to carry my bruised and battled body to town oso
but the crowd is not keen
if not about time then its about $

its so sad...
cant be bothered...
u wan go out then u have to jio them lor
why cannot you can jio me and tell me where to go wad to do for my only
farking precious saturday which i sit at home rot and play GTA4?
u think i like to sit at home and rot
even i got badly bruised thighs on both sides bloodied elbow,bleeding piles,heat rash all over
i still can take the pain and go out
"what cant kill you makes you stronger"
this quote from sir and lau
really make sense now..i love this word actually
if there's no display of initiative
then i say..there's no need for sign on's or leadership
juz cant be bother
ppl like me who dun wan to be the leader can lead...what bout the others?

from work till now
my offdays, my bookout days
all wasted man....a short gather will do liao..
i dun ask for me..if u all dun wan to hear wad i have to say
then its ok..i juz shutup and eat
when its your time then u will understand how i feel
live in your own world for now
for there will be a time u will come to mine
then by then i hope you guys the understand

2009-07-25T12:46:00.002+08:00

once again
i recevied my RT
and once again
we did alot of shits...
50 standards , 20 diamonds , 9 100m sprint, crunches etc etc

now i feel i quite suay..till the lvl where...
since guard duty
THEY cant keep mt saturdays free
they will to tie me down on saturday
and after i blog finish
i will have to book in again at 1825
sucks man...
my weekend gona...
lots of regrets la...as usual...
cant buy this...cant go there... wad to do?
suck thumb lor....

with field camp fast appoarching
we are near POP liao bah?
i wouldnt koe..i have lost count of the world now...
outside ..at least

lets see...i gona stay 6 days in the jungle with my field bag basha and my rifle...
yay?...
i duno...
no mood to write on oso la
outside ppl!
u all better enjoy your farking time outside
and suffer when u are in here ok ? thanks

2009-07-17T23:18:00.002+08:00

yo peeps
i am in to blog again....
couldnt blog last week becos i have a guard duty

"o..."

last week...after guard duty
book out ..
go home
sleep 2hours
go back army camp....
sucks....
i hate guard duty.....

and this week
i fail my IPPT
so i have to go back on saturday to have RT
which is tml ..and very early...quite sian...

after soo much time in the army....
30 days i realise...the best ppl who really care will be there...
this is like the so call....filtering your true friends eh?
lol....
i guess...i have no love
i filtered my friends
my cash 400 a month...
not much ..but i dun spent much oso

the emptyness..i found in the myself
while watching other ppl sms-ing calling their girls
the feeling... grew tired...
soon i will get used to this...
empty hell
the punishments they gave us
the lectures they told us
the time they ask us to keep awake or wait for punishment
this all serve as....Distractions
from me to you

looking at my phone...
i wan to call you...
i koe .. you have someone..
so i din call..
we din have much to talk about oso
empty hell has become my home...
i seek nth else now....
i have no goals in the society...
frens grow fewer in numbers...

looking at my phone...
other then radio functions..
and sms-ing lau or xiang..
the next best thing to do..
is turn it off...
so 3 years is nth huh??
u be the judge...
i have no stand now..
for i am just a Recuit

....................................

2009-06-29T12:08:00.002+08:00

times changed ppl changed

"u haven die ar?"
"i go out liao bb"

haha...

150609 enlisted
090909 i will POP
and 150911 till ORD

either sergant or Officer
to be fit or to be weak

now then i koe..who really cares..
the feel of seeing ppl smsing or calling inside brings me down yeah~
thanks sir and beng at least u guys care to sms me even though my phone dead on day 3

i guess thats about it bah

till book in Tuesday 1855

2009-06-15T01:48:00.005+08:00

WOW....
its finally came to this day

i have so mani regrets before going in
1st of all i must say thanks to all those that give me their blessing before i go in
and YOU!.. i LOVE YOU! very match~ thanks for the few days pei me walk here walk there
xing ku ni le..although i cant call u nth ..i guess u dun allow oso hahaha...nvm that

thanks pengzhi..U ORD still long i still see u in army
thanks guofu and all those ppl in best denki..u guys taught me alot during the 1week assignment at samsung booth
thanks weepeng for following me to beach road and getting all those stuff at bargain price
thanks kennard..the butterfactory was nice...but BLUE was better! LOL
thanks mumu ...hopefully after 2weeks later i come out still can see u online maybe in sg now lol!
thanks janet although not much contact we have in i will still get your blessing and wish u happy loving with xiang
thanks mom and dad..nth much to say here..support me all the way
thanks lau..u are a brother to me..now and after 2years later
thanks andy....even though i always call u cb kia u koe i dun mean it
thanks alvin...the crazyness we been through..the girls we talked about ..and those that we nv farked before...maybe 2weeks come out can go drink drink find your nana again? lol
thanks jun..even before your very last day u came out to celebrate with us
thanks yaoyao ..for ur continuing support of joining my group
thanks Kenghwee....i will see u soonn....very soooooon....at blue
thanks shunlong bro...i will see u inside ..i koe ur inside already
thanks Tekmedia..for giving me my job and pay and koeing so mani ppl
thanks eunice and tak..even though whosgoing its not part of us...we used to be there dun it?
thanks mark....without u in hype i wun be there oso xD
thanks Sir....Diablo3 is upon us soon
thanks lester...for being MIA for almost everything cos not u dun wan de LOL!...ur cool man...haha
thanks Timo....though u didnt turn up for the swimming i will miss a noisy sound in my grp...come back soon ok?
thanks jiaming...i will see u inside cos ur earlier than me LOL
thanks yong yong...smoke less ok?
thanks kexin...good luck with your work =)

For the Wu Hu Jiang of Us...Taiwan we will be going after 2years ok?

guys : Brothers will always be brothers its up to ourselves to maintain it
pengzhi and gang : Dun forget our dream guys , open a company tgt
alvin:hopefully i 2 years come out u already a sales executive or higher liao

and for YOU!Xiaobo....i love you....good luck for your work..as project coordinator for Fuji
even though i'm not the best man in your mind..may i be one of those that you wun forget ok? love you...remember! we are more than friends but less than couples hor! AND the watch hor~
somebody got 1mth pay owe me something ah~ hahaha

2009-06-10T16:50:00.002+08:00

I ..... HAVE A DREAM!

After 2 years of army hopefully i can realise this dream!

Honda Civic
$3000 per mth salary
DBS Black Credit Card

days till i go NS
5days
Hurray! quite excited to get slim..hmm add that to the list

Get Slim

hmm so far i realise abit of my dreams liao...
only part is i dun save $ much

Learn to Save more $$

then....yay i got my new system
this are the specs

Intel Core2Duo 7400 2.4Ghz
3GB DDR2 800Mhz ram
500GB SATA harddisk
MSI Geforce N9600GT 512MB
Andyson 500W extreme power supply
Windows XP cd from my laptop with Service pack 3
zhun zhun $800

after i bought my system
my 10year old Sony monitor exploded
so go back to sim lim look for LCD panel
after 2days of expensive search
Chamoxa , Sim lim shop boss
sold me a display set Samsung SyncMaster 2253BW
i duno wad shit this is but
this screen is farking huge
at the price of $150
i got a 22" LCD panel
which will normally cos 300-400 for a new set
i got it at super 1/2 price..kinda hapi about it

ok la...
5more days to Tekong School 1
haven get my army stuff
hope will get it soon

2009-05-28T01:41:00.001+08:00

now then i koe
a 2year admirer
is nothing compare to someone whom she just know
i am just friends
he is duno
since this path is already chosen
i have nth to say
but
you may come to regret it one day

2009-05-27T03:01:00.002+08:00

u guys koe...the feeling
that envy u see someone...
who has to nonstop replying their messages to some other person
i wanted that feeling
the feel where u wan to sms this person...
and getting a good reply and smsing whole day
and have a topic to talk about and plan trips for the future
dun stop....

but have u viewers ever though of the opposite
you have this person u like
u sms her ...
only reply 1 answer sms
and nth much to talk about
only thinks your an idiot
imagine your this stupid person chasing this girl
how will u feel?

and went u as a grp go out..
u can see her...keep smsing the other guy
even though u koe this guy but
this guy in her mouth will only be mentioned as a
"fren"...but wtf u both koe this guy?
peng..if u are reading this ..that person u oso koe...
its from our ITE...i cannot believe...having a car is such a big fark
it doesnt matter how long i koe her
it only matters wad i have now...which is nothing
the only thing in her mind now is
"this guy like me i cannot give him chance"
and what does she do?
flirt around with everyone but me
juz like my ex =)
nice....i'm seeing a double image only..fark that shit
this is my piece of mind...if dun like it can stop reading?
i tot i been through worst...hell...
i'm so wrong now?
what the fark did i do wrong in my previous life man?
ignoring the best method?

15th June School 2 , 2pm
the change of fate did not happen during here
but the 1hour juz now
juz becos i was so big mouth to tell a even bigger mouth
i got myself into this shit..

ahh i'm so pissed i duno wad to write liao...
ahh fark that

2009-05-05T15:48:00.002+08:00

so my time is almost up

13th JUNE 9.30am
Tekong School 1

all i left with is time to train
so i can handle the torture inside
i wan to help YOU!
but i koe u dun wan to face me
i oso dun wan care alot liao
13th May graduation from Ngee Ann liao....
i guess i will have alot of regrets leaving that school bah
most of it is the girls part
cos i koe i know

alot good friends
i nv fought with any teachers
i did not repeat any modules
i took a shit in the toilet multiple times( stomach flu incident)
i travel with the school (Malaaca Trip)
I tried CCAs (D3)
i participate in school's boring event (ECE society talk for their cca points)
i tried all the school's canteen food (Including MAKAN Place)
i enjoy my friend's ride ( Alex's Honda Civic Type-R)
Got at least an A in something ( Entrepreneur and The Law)
i almost fail a module due to wrong info from someone (Fundamental of Internet Technology (FIT))
I learn skills that i never have before ( Tak-wan-do)
i know girls but not really successful sian them ( Senior , YOU!)
i go places and suffer like never before ( Malaaca, 4day 3nite of Spicy food)

this list can go on la..
but i no time LOL!
so next time ;)
hope this post is not too emo liao :)

2009-04-22T01:28:00.003+08:00

hmm back to bloggin here again
sorry for the pictures not getting in
i think will hand the hdd back to beng liao soon..

after thinking through
bout the snow city incident...
well...u need me that time
and i felt that ...i mean i like what is of that ah
the drunken you isnt so bad..
but i wan the real you..
i wan you to treat me like that
when ur not drunk..

i feel..yeah..i can say alot of time ILU ILU
but the meaning isnt there la..
now cold period..i know you wan an answer for that nite
so if ur reading this
"i hope i am not thinking too much bah, if u say it is impossible for us
then i will just have to accept it, being close friends is good enough for me liao bah
if u wan me to think this way, once in a while when u feel lonely
u can always come look for me, i'll be here....i promise :)"

i know in your heart , there's a piece of me there
knowing that alone is enough liao
i wan to be your lover
but to you i'm just a guardian
take over your needs
looking after you
make sure your ok
run 2 streets just to get the oilment for u
.....
guardian....
anyone can tell me what is the difference in a lover and a guardian?
....

said bye bye to my Jay Chou watch ,got it send for repair maybe back in 3weeks time
say bye bye to my money been using up it real soon
say hi to a blue rhino stone hp strap: to prevent me from getting cheated and robbed quote from house of fengshui
say hi to pandora battery for psp
i still have to get an alarm clock and get ready for work soon
and i will see you! on friday =)

5th is the best day according to this joke
"What is the closest thing to a woman's period?
Your SALARY... It comes once a month, lasts 4 or 5 days, and if it doesn't come, you are F*CKED!!! "

so far so good.. for now.

2009-04-15T00:10:00.002+08:00

well ..if there's a low peak in human life in almost everything
i guess this is it for me now.....

lets review..how bad i am this few days
i think it all started from expo...
that day that i was late...
i was suppose to report at 845am
but was late ..1030am
reach there almost got send home by the supervisior
lucky melvin help me
sales was bad that day too
pretty much sucks 1st day 2 sets of camera making me the lowest among them
friday sucks too
after talking to the guys go home ..rest tot everything will work out fine
saturday event..i am videoman..and i missed out recording the highlight of someone's event...a total failure....
sunday i was early for work..due to the fact that i cannot be contacted
the incharge scolded me on the spot for her being late...blame all her lateness on me
becos she have to contact me and fail ..thats why she was late...
monday i guess is the bottom line....
i was once again late for work...
suppose to report 10am for work
was sooo tired...i reach the workplace at 1..
they called and inform my company ..even though i did a good job at vivo
my results cannot overwrite my lateness...
so today is tuesday...
i am currently suspended from work due to being late...
they gave me a 1 week suspension...
from today i realise how many bad things that happen to me
i hope more bad things can happen to me ..
so that good ppl..can enjoy more...as i speak
my right eye still twiches..i only know more bad things are juz gona happen to me
one juz happen juz now...another screw up...
i think is really i suay bah...
sorry..i am really suay now
no job
no love
soon no $
i dun even know what is gona happen the next minute
.... i duno..i guess....if alvin was correct
meaning...after snow city we will turn worst..
i guess its coming true...but i can say is that....
even if YOU! din see it..my feeling is true..
u dun nid to accept it..
u can ignore it ...
but i cant
i think currently this is the lowest peak in my life..
without job ..i'm worthless
without love..i'm nth
so worthless+nth = something to die for/ animal

..sian..instead of talking in story form
i do it in a point form:
0. Sim card spolit , not phone spolit
1. Late for work, almost send home
2. Very diffcult customers , bad sales end of the day
3. Bad event , lousy job as first attempt cameramen, failure to record video
4. Early for work, pissed the boss who thought i went MIA
5. talk to you! also in a bad mood do not want to disturb you
6. Late for final day roadshow, incharge call up to complain to boss.
7. Suspended from work till further notice, Practically kena sack
8. Yet another shit problem happen to me

well so far all this shit problem happen to me
is due to time if your a genuis to read through
i'm going through myself this week
i will still try to help you find a job
i really hope..you! dun find me fan

sian...somehow....we have less/no time for each other nowdays huh...
its a sad thing...maybe i can add it to the list of shit i have up there...
end of the day

FUCK ME

2009-04-11T03:32:00.002+08:00

hmm after today's talk
i think

五虎將
is back!

that talk open up alot of things
but not
that big ? in my mind =(

Snow City Round 2

2009-04-09T04:44:00.003+08:00

ok today we went snow city again
though there's the 5 of us only
somehow we enjoy even though
laurence puke at the end
i think alvin will puke at his house
i oso bth maybe i will puke at work
yaoyao dun think she will puke ..she drink quite little
we save tat chivas for beng
so we order another below 42
we almos drank the chivas when we finish the 42
heng everyone bth liao
you....

hmm its the 1st time i see u drunk
i mean...from everyone's view i enjoy it....
but... i duno...
the closer we get the scarier i get...
i dun hate this kinda feeling..
and i know i like you...
i mean i treasure the time..
in the room
in the cab
on the chairs
but ..hais..
i guess i duno wad is on your mind
"Scorpio are very Shen Mi ppl"
this is a we now?
i dun wan to confirm this....
this feeling..can
can...say i am a bit drunk now
but i got to get to expo at 845am lor..
2words! HONG KAN!
now almost 5 liao
i know u wan to wake me up
when u asked the time
but i think its better u rest more bah

well guys. . erm..
beng.. that indian guy miss you.. when u nv go he quite sian
no one talk to him
and we learn the boss's name
he's Caine Ong
says his name is one of a kind
and i really hope we can sit down and talk bout things reallll sooon

now i oso quite scared
that i will be late dao kao kao for MegaTaxs at expo lor
i guess i have to stay awake bah..

but i can say ILU now
i feel u fallen for me too
i may be wrong....................
..............................................
.............................................

Genting Trip 10-13 Feburary 2008 Part B

2009-04-06T21:46:00.012+08:00

ok guys ytd we were halfway through Ripley's Believe or Not tour
so here lets do a abit of recap
we were through ..oh yes
World's Tallest Guy Robert Wallow
so here we go

Genting Day 1
PART B.2

seems like there's abit of problem to mass upload
so i take my time : 10:05pm
and see what time i end

there was this device that can capture our shadow and reflect on the wall
just to show how powerful the flash is...

this is taken in ONE shot, no photoshop
just placement =)

ok i juz found something weird bout this particular picture

this is Janet going through

this is beng

This is YOU!

and this is Kexin's

ok if u could look closely at Janet's picture
u can see an orb on top of her head..this is not presented in the rest of the pictures
orb..overexposed flash..camera fault? maybe
well all i am thnking is BENG IS ON FIRE!!!!! BURN MOTHERFUCKER!!! BURN!

yeah i think that was the last thing before we got out of
that Ripley's adventure
Incredible? Believe it

Finally all starving ppl complain
and dinner is served.
i forgot what is the name of the shop
but the food sucks. they are just cheating ppl with nice food names

bbq wings and rice - Lau , Xiang , Beng , Kennard, Janet

Diced chicken in clay bowl with soup - Mine - Price: 16.90 with drink RM27.90

Hotplate Chicken with rice n drink - Kexin

Ayam Mee - YOURS! RM19.90 (without the nails)

well before eating
dont forget to smile cos we got cheated at this tupid stall
YAY! smile!!! -.-

after a hearty dinner a few shops to walk
and back we go to hotel room for a rest

The tired souls with a twist

the tired soul without a twist

DAY 2

Location : First World Hotel Room No. 995 (i think)

and the next morning we wake up early~
to watch Hamtaro! in Malay! alamak~ makan sunflower seeds in the morning

Beauitful morning Beauitful day isnt it?

skies are blue , nice and all

yeah truly a day like this cant go bad right?

WRONG!
Location : Resort Hotel
Time: Buffet in the Morning
Food you should never try: Nasi Lemak's Peanut

in my previous entry i said i would bite a rock right?
well i didnt
instead i bit on it's son
The Stone~

This little piece of THING!
Chipped my wisdom tooth
one big chunk of it now leaving me with a chip tooth! FARK!
due to the extreme violence on my teeth now no pictures of my teeth was taken

this is how it happened
i guess i cant blame the chef much
i myself cant tell the difference between stone and peanut how could they?
but wtf Buffet in genting really no class?
due to it was Malaysia i couldnt complain
if it is Singapore ..hell..i wan them to pay for my teeth

well i kept whining bout how painful my chipped tooth spot is
if u guys were me u will feel my pain
cant keep this morning a bad start eh?

on with the show
our Dynamic Entry into the theme park!

LOCATION : GENTING OUTDOOR THEME PARK
First of all

Directions again:

Snap on a 10sec timer

The Whole Gang is here and Laurence is not the one doing the squading!

Them thinking where to go , what to play 1st

This Mini space shot is for kiddies!not us
and our 1st attraction!.......................................

Pirate Ship!
unfortunately this is the only picture i have

i think i will upload the video for this as well

here's one

from this i learn
blogger uploading video very slow..very very

well 2nd ride

Hydraulic Elephant:
ok let me explain abit on how it works
there's a red button infront of the seat
when the ride started
u press the red button and you will go up

well a picture tells a thousands words
a video = 1 picture x 1000 x (mani mani frames per second )

and so we continue to the thrill ride !
Second in the List
Roller Coaster!

YOU! posting before u got onto it

once again the theme park was full of videos
just tat i dun there's enuff bandwidth for them =(

Xiang n Janet in the front seater

kennard , alvin, beng and kexin in the back!

to avoid cost and save $
instead of printing i took this pic

if only u saw the video u would know how it feels like
in laurence seat

Berly's World of Chocolate

Giant Books on Chocolate

A hot chocolate on a hill

READ THE SIGN!

anyone there?

I'm sorry guys the upload will have to continue tml
cos this is the only pics i had in the theme park
i will leech from YOUR! camera and upload more tml =)

this is Day 2 Part A

we'll continue with Day 2 Part B tml

just now
time:11:42pm
now
Time: 12:01am
and the video is still loading
time: 12:18am
damm you blogger!
time: 12:36am
i really damm tired
time: 12:40am
FINALLY UPLOADING OF VIDEO IS DONE

I am working at Courts Megastore
tomorrow and i duno how to go guess i will have to wake up early

2009-04-05T19:11:00.018+08:00

finally...i will post the Genting pics
sorry guys for the reallyyyyyyyyyyyy long delay

so here we go

Destination:
Genting Highlands

And As a Singaporean
Surely i have to start from Singapore Right?
6:30am we waited at Jurong East Entertainment Center
And 7:45am
The Bus Came! YAY

Here we go :

Day 1

The Participants of the Genting trip are as follows:

Me! YOU!

Kennard, Weepeng Alvin and Laurence

Janet & Swee Siang Last But not least Kexin!

a little magic trick to trick the bus guide
and

and
Before We reach Singapore Customs

After we reach Malaysia Customs

Breakfast for me

I was Hungry before we reach Yong Peng and wanted to grab a bite
I know Ramy burgers are good and i know
THIS IS NOT RAMY BURGER!

Bun+ Hard Ayam+something that taste like tomato sauce: RM4

Finally we reach yong peng but i am already not hungry
so again i took some pics of the fishes at the pond

on with the journey~

I think we're at some part in KL liao(Mu can u verify this?)

and up the hill we go !! wow a pagoda

the cables holding the car to KL

that rock look like something i will bite on soon...REAL SOON

Finally :

The City of Entertainment !

Talk about small packages

Abit of "Bus-lag"?

Dun think so

awww...overexposed shot

WO YAO DA 10 GE!
sighs of bus-lack spotted

a little dance from the 3 of us

and in the hotel room
you think it is boring?
NO!

cos we go from this

To this

To thisss!

To This

i really felt everyone was involved this is the very good feeling as one of the organisers

and after that we went to the indoor theme park for some fun

First of all the map:

First FUN stop: First World Indoor theme park
First ride:

BUMPER CAR!

UP next
is indoor roller coster!
due to to among of Geforce that will destroy the came no shot was taken
but
after tat
Not As big as the Singapore Flyer
but also not bad =/
Indoor MO TIAN LUN

a bird's eye view of the top of indoor theme park

No "the ring"

its just me

Day 1
PART B
after that we went to the Haunted adventure + Ripley's Believe or Not tour
due to no camera or picture taking being allow in the Haunted room
i cant take any but~ i know that YOU! needed me very much in that room xD!
anyway after the Haunted adventure we went to Ripley's Believe or Not
By right they dont allow picture taking
By left i manage to took some..infact quite alot

first pic taken inside
World's Tallest man Robert Wallow actually height
as compare to :

YOU!

Xiang

Beng

And Janet

After we walk further in after i found no staffs inside one
so i .....TOOK MORE PICS!

Something is wrong with blogger now i suppose i only can post wad i have now i left the rest for tml =)

ENjoy this now!

2009-03-28T00:17:00.003+08:00

big finale.
almost make me cry in the near ending.

Watch Toradora! 25 Eng Sub in Anime | View More Free Videos Online at Veoh.com

this somewhat rings a bell in my previous relationship
i hope i will find my taiga soon also....bah

will upload the pics tgt with the pics at turf city.
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON.
meanwhile enjoy this anime.

2009-03-26T02:31:00.003+08:00

i have a song too

F is for the For first customer THAT i see~
A is for the Attention that you give~
R is Really really, i took out the new set already
K is when the camera is KINDA lousy~

O when Others laugh at you when you got cheat
F is for you Fool and
F is you that will never forget~ that you ever buy things from me =) and

Money is all that you can give to me~
Money is more than a hundred and fifty
$48 and you can make it ( retail price $198)
Hold the camera but please dont break it
Money~ is all the commission i see

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

i wanted to upload also but i dun have full album
guess i will upload it today bah (thrusday after activity)
my first offday as olympus promoter

lolololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololol

the Die has been cast
what can you do
A Candle light others and consumes itself
You are right, Life goes on
You WERE contented with a little bit of hope , Find a new BIG one
Fickle the Finger of Fate
Stop having White Elephants thoughts or Fifth wheel dillusions
This is not Grief of bereavement
Every seasons has its reasons
Dont need to crown beauty with greater glory
What the eyes does not see the heart does not grieve over
Not the main character ?
Be the Best Passerby

well if u still think so much then enjoy this mv

nthnthnthnthnthnthnthnthnthnthnthnthnthnthnthnthnthnthnthnthnthnth

Aiyo~

C ah?
i
Entrepreneur Law : A only la nth much =) 1st try

anyway congrats sergant Ong for your dip

nbnbnbnbnbnbnbnbnbnbnbnbnbnbnbnbnbnbnbnbnbnbnbn

Dance Dance Revolution 3RD MIX!

laughlikehienalaughlikehienalaughlikehienalaughlikehiena

Becareful with your Hammers and Nails MU!
btw i everyday also laptop on floor =(
I think Me coming to KL is on the track liao
The question is can you handle 10 people at a time?

MUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

alot of things happens at the IT SHOW
Scams included are alot beware

wahlauwahlauwahlauwahlauwahlauwahlauwahlauwahlau

26 months down
1 last more to go
I'll bless you for this one

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

2009-03-23T23:51:00.003+08:00

so i am back from genting =)
will update the pics reallll soon

got retrenched by Samsung at Vivo
now working as Olympus at TPY courts

i've been monitoring you guys
those in love OR will be soon ( god bless you)
those in hard times ( and i mean u gay) stay strong =)
those not in or out of love..well
be like me..earn $ lor

whatever shit u guys faced( all those under my bloglist)
Make the Best of THAT situation

CHeeRS

2009-03-11T06:01:00.000+08:00

NOTICE:

Going to Genting now
Will be Back on Friday
Good Luck all =)

2009-03-08T01:17:00.002+08:00

ok..new blog new skin eh?
no one notices? haha

finally gt time to organise myself
well..i'm going on a short trip to

Genting Highlands on the 11th 12th 13th

i really hope i will enjoy myself eh?
i dun need..Hopes...back steps..front steps..neither assurance(maybe insurance i need?)
i dun love my girlfriend cos i have none
neither do i have time to gym the way i like it
i dun nid a job hunt cos i have one already
i am not working for it show cos they dun have slots for a fulltimer
i dun THINK i will need her there..at least i less stress can enjoy more?
then...nowdays everyday oso work work work la...
good is good that tekmedia still gives me a stable job
at least i chao chao can sell 1 camera a day not bad la
just tat my offday..nowdays quite valuable: WHEN USED ON THE RIGHT DAYS
they limit my offday to either monday or tuesday
means i will only have free time then..or Midnight NOW...kinda sian la
but the outcome when u see the $ will feel better la..even though nt bad now...
due to the recent economy crisis shit...i was paycut 0.50 per hour and cut 1 hour of work time
but...tat day i took cab
the uncle told me : " Nowdays ah got job stick with it... u will pull through one"
i really agree ah... even though the pay sucks la..but least i still can go genting?
then planning liao la
next month gona go taiwan liao
IF my ns letter nv come 1st...NS LETTER BO BE JUNE THEN COME LA!!! I WAN FULFLILL SOME OF MY WANTED LIST SHIT BEFORE I GO BALD FARKS!

wad i feel bout her...
well....i mean..if she wants to go austraila to study i cant stop ah..
if she stays..oso good la..i guess i wun be part of her life much oso bah...
nv see a point in me contacting her recently..
not say we drift apart bah ..more like YOU dun need us liao part bah
only when u need us then call us..it was nv a come out and gather thingy that we do once in a while but more like a
come save my ass cos someone is meeting me and i need u guys to help me kinda shit huh?
aiya...dun wana talk bout it so much la...if YOU think your worth it
PROOF ME WRONG AT GENTING OK?

well my objectives are set ah..
all we need now is the Dong Feng(East Wind)
actually quite alot to talk bout la...just tat i duno how to express them
i mean..work is work la..keep ur work at work
nowdays i am all work..friends..lesser and lesser contact me nowdays oso ..
cant blame bah
everyone is busy somehow
but i can also see that everyone is happy with their lifes now
times are hard thats why we must even stick closer together

that day one of the customers..an auntie came to buy an MP3 for her daughter
so she came..as usual i will tend to ask her to buy samsung..after some talking i realise she has $ problems and only come to buy a Not-so-expensive 1..at 1st i was sian...but when i saw that look in her eyes...i decide to serve her with my heart...even though it was a budget model i sold her..i really felt happy when i sell it to her...cos in her...
i see my mom...in the past
even though we were poor..she always somehow tries to get me the thing(one)
that i wanted..when she has the $ to she will ..
well i took that auntie to the cashier and back tried it for her
it only gave me flashbacks..of how my mom treated me...
at tat time ..i really felt kinda like...bu xiao zhi?..
she work so hard last time..just to satifield me..then nowdays..hais..
anyway the way the auntie projects herself to her daughter..really made me flashback to mine time..i see myself in them...
she just digs..even no notes...coins oso can..just to pay for wad i like..
unlike my dad who only goes for function...
and we were always ..the 2 of us..i mean my mom n me..dad was nv in the picture..like tat picture...mother n daughter..
even though she bought the cheapest..but not only she use..but also for the daughter..
her every actions..always has a thought for the daughter
"i only listen to radio.. mp3 for her one"
mother to daughter " you know how to use ma? ask the kor kor teach u la"
"this $59 one..the display got sell? i dun mind its a AAA mp3 player"
my heart really goes out to them..even times are bad...
it is shown that this...this.....this OLD feeling
remember guys?
" WE'RE POOR BUT WE"RE HAPPY"
this is where we intially started isnt it
but why cant we have this feeling back nowdays?

2009-02-28T00:37:00.000+08:00

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2009-02-20T17:25:00.009+08:00

ok
recently i bought a new camera
Canon IXUS 860
usual price $599
officer gimme $245 with a 8 gb card casing and card reader

well with it i took alot of pics
now..i will update some of them..

enjoy

erm if wan go according to order hor
is from the bottom pic to the top is the latest
i think my camera skills are improving even though i'm juz using a LJ digicam?
cos i am feeling the need for a dSLR camera liao ( those professional camera with lens)

oh ya
i am planning to travel..where is based on budget
and this mth..is really tight
so anyway exams on at weds and friday next week
so preparing now
enjoy the pics viewers !

Do comment:

2008-12-27T03:11:00.002+08:00

what time can i find peace??
maybe nowdays..only in ...
12am-10am? nope...
maybe school? nope..
come on workplace?...wrong answer...

i really duno...
maybe in money??
time??
frens??
all??

2008-12-14T01:34:00.002+08:00

well well well....
since i haven blog in 10thousand years

lets do 1 now...
happy belated birthday to ONG PENG ZHI 21th bday make more achievement awaits =)

well..for me...alot of events ahh...keeping me busy..
keeping me away from you..
maybe thats what it mend to it eh?
well now my exploration spirit is up
i am willing to go explore anyplaces i never went before and
do much things tat will require small or no $ to do

i have signed finished my credit card ..i have sign till the limit
now i guess all in my head are mostly about money
maybe talk to someone will actually help....
but i cant talk to someone who is only ignoring and talk to someone else

so...nth much to say now...i oso lazy put pictures la..
too mani to put
got time then say bah
Current Goals accomplised:
Credit Card
Current Goals Need to Complete:
Final Year Project+Report
World Issue PPT+ wiki
ERA report + wiki
Earn and pay back Credit card
Earn and pay Starhub new line
Number of weeks left : 3
Number of Days left to do Project : 2
Number of Hours wasted : cannot be counted

2008-11-29T14:27:00.004+08:00

HAPI BDAY TO MYSELF!
HAPI BDAY TO MYSELF!
HAPI BDAY !
HAPI BDAY!
HAPI BDAY TO MYSELF~~~~

well..i am 21 yrs old now =)
before receving present i'll give some to early greeters
1st award: wendy - via msn
2nd: mumu - via msn
3rd: wen jun , jennifer - via sms

thxs you all

but for friday celebration
and such a nice bag from shunlong
thank you

and farking noob Pengzhi for n dav for coming out
even though u all are so busy with your schedule
i did enjoy my day with u all since so long time nv come out liao
kinda miss u all xD

well 5pm i will go for the celebration for me =)
i think will be full of photos
so...lets enjoy later thanks again guys
FOR ALL THOSE WHO REMEMBERED MY BDAY CHEERS!
FOR ALL THOSE WHO DUN OSO NVM YOU ARE NOT FORGOTTEN
FOR THOSE BDAY TAT I DUN REMEMEBER! I"M SORRY!!!!!!! >.<

2008-11-24T11:34:00.001+08:00

29 NOV!

marks the day of my bday

23 NOV!

Marks the day i sign up for a Citibank student credit card!

will i recevied my card at my Bday? hope so (;

2008-11-19T20:03:00.001+08:00

i wanted to blog...
juz tat maybe i am too tired....
too busy bah...

i want to arrange my bday..but with the funds in my mind
i am quite trouble

suddenly i'm working hard for school?
issit Karma?

2008-10-28T13:28:00.003+08:00

Hapi Halloween

undead girl from silent hill?

miss poison ivy

the farm guy

Flesh Meat!

as usual i will begin my post with pictures all in a mess 1st becos all of the pictures
are not here yet..
after tat i will organise

Events so far :

Me my Work n my colleagues
Panasonic FZ28 VS AutoMode Nikon D80
Halloween @ Nite Safari
Xiaobo Bday Chalet

2008-10-11T00:40:00.009+08:00

Timed: 1:28am
RE-updated

timed: 12:52am the next day

ok.....

lets start off now i think is...
Comex Show - Samsung Camera

ok total my sale for this show is 39 cameras but i gain quite abit of experience from this show regarding SLR cameras thank you all , Manly Photos & Tekmedia

i think after tat was kennard bday lester bought him the cake so..i have to thank him

me and lester sweet as sugar xD!

hmm i think next should be.....My malaaca Trip bah...quite enjoy it actually
Before we cross Malaysia waters Nice View from Sony T300-Xiaobo

Hmmm ...Juz another selfshot without SMILESHOT(tm)

hmm after entering malaaca and into the hotels AND INTO THE NITE
1st Nite out : Me n Timo

i think if i had a camera i would take more pictures ..haha abit regret

Me n Wen Jun : 110 Metres in Malaaca

Scanning the area whole 110Metres up

nb..farkface xD! took at bus

Just ignore me ok? there's no fat guy inside now

Try to ignore the orbs and read those chinese words cos i cant xD

Great food! free flow rice! EAT AND REPAINTED WHOLE TOILET 85% FOOD CHILLI IN MELAKA " ITS NOT FOR ME~"

Just Ignore my face..ITS NOT ME ITS THE CHILLI!

Too MUCH Chilli NO Water makes HK FLAT ON THE WALL

some pic took at the portugic area of Melaka =)
an...PWNAGE pic we took outside Jekong Walk , Queen Victoria Fountain

wow...after walking in jekong walk we took bus and went back to the hotel but the nite didnt end there it was true or dare DAY 2 YES...and due to the R21( thxs janet i was having problems on how to name them xD) Acts only some pic of NONE R21 was taken Courtesy of Janet &Yishan.

i'm Balding , I have 6 fingers and my legs are there xD!

this Wouldnt happen if there was anti-shake in the camera right? and YES timo is wearing his boxers infront of girls...GOD.....

Rough night...all the way..til 3 am til the next day..i think is last day liao..so..last day de morning
Nid Ammo? Use Xiang: Guarrantee Infinite ammo(tm)

No Nikon? Use a Canon! xD!

when Toilet Crisis Arised: Face the wall

seriously juz FACED the wall

One Last union pic took at Queen Victoria's

at the Peak of a church/ Graveyard..and YES there are rubbish bin there !
U dun need real strenght to Break a pillar...juz a nice camera angle xD!

OK ..TIMO HAS A CUM FACE (even if u guys duno who is timo u koe there's only 1 cum face in this pic la) xD!

Me , My new DJ shirt n Queen Victoria OWNAGE Fountain: Y2HK!

Shopping Mall's Fountain in a Shopping mall

End up 6 of us into a small bus back to sg

Ahh finally went back to sg, Home sweet home rest 1day...2day ...3day..then go back to school for VPP, Vocation Project Program once u heard it , once u see it , you know it sucks, and it did..but
We still have to smile to face the days

alot happen ah...juz tat i no time upload pics nia...will update more la haha dun worry..
Our special preparation for xiaobo special Mooncake festival in Singapore

a few days later we faced xiang's bday..actually alot of ppl bday...aiya...as usual i will say " i will update again la hor? guai la"
23 Year old Xiang holding the APOLYON , THE SOUL RENDER cake knife

ALL OF THE PIC UP TILL HERE ALL THE CREDIT HAVE TO GO TO xiaobo's T300, Janet Lumix Camera tat i duno simi model and my N95 =)

after alot of farks n shit i was posted from Best Denki Taka to Best Denki Vivo City turns out not a bad change =)

Me , Adeline with my N95

Still i feel alot is missing from this blog..alot of pics i wan to update..but...look at the time haha

Timed after UPDATE : 1:32am

2008-08-27T01:54:00.001+08:00

timed: 1:54am

i juz have 1 thing to say to myself

I LOVE MYSELF!

Lets101 Quizzes - Fun Quizzes

Lets101 Quizzes - Fun Quiz

August 25th - Long Past Short Future

2008-08-25T03:27:00.011+08:00

TIMED: 4.06AM

dammm....after i accident delete the post
i realise how useless blogger is..autosave wrong shit

so here i will be posting again

this time juz the pictures ok? comment i add later

damm blogger.....

ok here we go again

Picture1 - THE NIKON D80, Good camera attached with telephoto len capable of delivering blur background super clear front pictures
Bottomline: over all not bad but i cant afford a 1k above SLR camera and its has not viewfinder lol

Picture2 - NOPE its not me , neither issit the china girl ur thinking =)

Picture3 - Bacardi 151, Flamable, one of the ingredient of the flaming Lamborgini
and the shit tat made me stayed at home for 1 week down in stomach flu

Picture4 - Yi Fu Zhi Ming , Scene 1, Eskibar chair

Picture5 - Little boy trying to get in the Pub

Picture6 - They called it Japanese Teriyaki Chicken Pizza
SHE call it pizza pose with nails
we guys said it taste like prata cos its too flat

Picture7 - NOT MINE! , NOT URS! its xiang's
Ebi Fried Spagetti
Even tomato haters like xiang like it
PROVEN!

Picture8 - SHE wants it but doesnt have her size, i wan to get it for her
but cannot cos..a ring contains meaning beyond frens

Picture9 - COMING SOON TO COMEX 2008 THE SAMSUNG GX20 SLR camera, compatible with PENTAX Custom lens/ Schneider Lens

Picture10 - Hapi Bday to kennard 20yrs old liao..welcome to my club

Picture11- another look at the killer 151

Picture12 - Saluteh !

Picture13 - And last but not least a Taiwan ID and a Non-taiwan farkface LOL!

2008-07-07T09:51:00.005+08:00

Yes i have have blog again

long time nv blog...

been working nowdays

find it very hard to maintain alot of things liao

started playing world of warcraft

well nth much to talk i'll juz post pics of my work lor =)

enjoy

Roadshow at takashimaya:

ITSHOW:

Our Ailliance Team poster VS Other ppl team poster:

Samsung @ the zoo:

my new razer mouse V1.6 : Original price $55

bought at $39:

Friends gathering at Eskibar:(latest) Courts@ Jurong point:

ok thxs see ya soon

work work again

2008-05-23T21:31:00.002+08:00

friday nite

i should be out =)
but i am not
after walking the pasar malam with the guys
then after tat went sheng siong i feel
i quite no life....i can walk sheng siong for 2hours
sorry ah guys make u all walk with me..
whenever i walk to the pasta sauce area..i will think of YOU..shit..
S.H.I.T.....sai....si...baera..
i dun wan to ...but it juz think of YOU..
but yuan lai..u still praise my pasta infront of other ppl...
u koe....even the senior cant enjoy it...she begged me not to cook for u
guess i din listen..well she cant stopped me too...
but..somehow..i feel kinda happy...YOU koe..
even though the pasta taste like SHIT...
u can say its not bad...i got the feel to...
cook another round for u...but...
AM I ALLOW?...guess not bah
i seeing this 9pm show now...
"no matter how i try to close the gap, It just gets wide "
and yeah...the hole...gap..space...distance..
just gets wider..i wish i can be like mark
"I hope to can continue like tat with her for the rest of my uni life"
but my poly life..is coming in an end soon...
and...hai...different course le....
we both koe u got ppl admired
and neither of them is me..so is the truth..
and i have to accept it...looks like u wana widen things up..
welll tats what u do best right? avoid...
so be it bah..

hmmm back to my daily shit...
so i am playing GTA vice city on psp now
not bad~
and tues will be the panel judge..
hope i am prepared
and mostly n lastly is work...
i must get work to get $
ok think i say until here bah...
nth much to say liao

the more i talk about YOU
the more i get angry/sad/tramatise/etc etc
hahahaha..saw it on tv..
what issit calll...hmmm...POST-TRAMA STRESS DISORDER(PTSD)
i nid a new girl in my life...
whose it gona be..
no one koes...*adui*

2008-05-16T19:21:00.002+08:00

hmm post no. 129
wad to write...
actually this few weeks hasnt been good for me
go jb kena rob..who to blame?
then end up all my savings to buy the phone..who to blame?
well

time:7:25pm
juz came home after playing pool with ken andy jm n lau
realise..this few weeks really quite suay...being around lau is somewhat a bad luck recently
well its looks like our little party of fun is gone
the team is disassemble..

looking forward to tml bah ..
takumi bday hapi bday bro =)

mumu has return..
but it seems like few secs only lol
good to see she still in good shape
and girl as well doing not bad as well
well everyone is good and all =)
but me .. LOL....

wah...really no mood to blog...juz to update my to-do-list bah...
1. Complete Logbook entry
2. Complete Project timesheet
3. Complete learning our my books to prepare for exams
4. Fark those guys who rob me BURN IN HELL FARKERS
5. Hope JB will have more responsible ENFORCEMENT
6. Earn back what i lost

well...YOU..its YOU again..
i n andy were talking about YOU
well not much to talk bah..
since YOU already wan to play like tat
then the most skillful step to take next is back off and give up le =)

nth more to say liao...
i cant say much oso..
even i wan to say...i oso lazy type..
lets juz...look forward to a new tml bah
kthxbye

2008-05-02T00:07:00.002+08:00

wow..its over labour day liao hapi labour day to all those who are working now =)

Weds nite
we went to eat seoul garden out
too bad cant get much fotos will update the fotos when i get them from YOU
well i have only this foto tat jun send me
i no nid to upload bah...if those who koe my msn they should koe

anyway..
there was 11 ppl to begin with
u,mi,shenli,bineng,lau,ken,xiang,lester,xiaoTT,jun,jiaming
before arriving at seoul garden we mit up with xiang
suprize to see with him,
xiuhui n angelia and another guy
talk talk awhile they went off
seems like our next sunday will be heading off to sentosa YAY
but 1st i have to get some clothes n lose some weight
well we arrive at seoul garden n YOU came late
but nvm..u dressed really nice tat day
but i koe it wasnt for me to see
during eating can see tat u bought a new sony cybershot cam
haha was playing with tat cam at courts before but
played with urs...the camera...all chinese..
my skills in tat cam divide by 10 LOL!
use tat photo take alot of pics
but i guess most u will delete away bah..
yuan lai tat cam has this
"smile detection" technology
ok enuff of geek shit
after seoul
went to the 99 Pub again seems like labour day eve full
but the ppl there try to make space for us
ended up not enuff space..welll abit no mood though we still open the chivas
since u all like it there let u all play
xiang and the gang entertain u all with magic n dices
while i sit outside to entertain myself...
then after tat a ring from beng reveals tat he n keng hwee is oso coming
wah..rreally long time nv see keng liao
i guess YOU felt the same way huh haha
lucky he was there ..
after the pub close down at around 1
we head over to another pub tat keng koe of
"blue river" or something
haven go in see the girls inside all
LC-ing with the customer liao looks like black pub but i guess its juz one of the gimmicks they have to do to attract customer bah
-.-
anyway ordered a martell
started playing card games then YOU alone there sitting
dun wana make u felt alone i called u to join in the table
i koe u n keng got alot catching up to do
so after tat the poker cards came so i go to another table to play
play awhile see u all having fun
i dun wana spolit it but i wana join
end up keng wana let me play while he go the other table
but nvm bah u all play
went back to my card game played awhile then after tat
all of us toilet break
after tat play with jiaming blackjack
haha still no bad leh
at least something to play with
then finally after the drunken jun goes down
i play with YOU all
was having alot of fun for duno wad time
till the martell finish...tat jun -.- keep drink neat waste $
to keep the game going i ordered a jug of beer to play on
well..play play play almost everyone join in
we play fist till the shop closed
carried out a drunken jun out to the dustbin to vomit
i tot we were going home
then YOU suggest we go espanade to see the sun
and yes off we go
i oso din koe why u wana go there but
it works well in the end..
a really drunken fucken 1/2 dead jun walking and talking nonsensely to himself
and everyone who try to question him gets a scolding from him ...crazy ass -.-
1st he vomit at the pub dustbin
then he vomit infront of the fullerton hotel..heng a little only
then finally we reach espanade yay! weird but i like to carry ur bags for u during the journey
and the drunken asshole sit on the sit near espanade
while we go to the front near the shore to sit
he vomitted on his hand then juz sit there..LOL whole nite..till morning
i can see ur oso tired so i took out tat extra shirt
so tat u can lie on the floor to rest abit...
but u dun wan ..then nvm lor
we all juz sit there enjoying the nite wind talking about alot of things
mainly cold joke
morning reached the sun din came =(
so we head home now finally
seeing the farker jun so drunk...i told lau
we all take cab..so i oso can ferry YOU in the cab at the same time
so after we ride u home to ur house ..
ur hostel looks really old lol
went home talk to lau..
reach cck ..
lau carry jun out of the cab
off home i went
9am.i sleep..
7pm i wake up
and now i am here blogging about my ytds
there wasnt much interaction with you ytd
but i felt happy...
i duno why...i oso nv see u zaogeng or wad..
juz plain happy..lol?
why ah? i oso duno anyway 12:40am the time now
guess tml lesson at 10 have to sleep early
but i cant sleep..somehow..i wan ytd to repeat
but no my bad mood..after xiang telling me..
how i acted..i guess..i must change..i come out
always face black..jialat..we're coming out to have fun
so i must take more dmg
k tats all..for now

2008-04-19T23:32:00.003+08:00

不知不觉，你已经离开我
不知不觉，我跟了这节奏
后知后觉，又过了一个秋
后知后觉，我该好好生活

hmm i shall begin this new entry by singing / typing this out
school starts le
before school starts
i was and still am working for tekmedia aka ambassador for samsung
work work work
along the way know some friends too
too bad nv take picture with them =( but will hope to see them bah

new term starts
new course
ECE dept takes a giant SEX CHANGE OPERATION
from being a SHAOLIN TEMPLE
to being a complete whore house now
WHOOOOOOOOOO i love this shit nigga
now everday i get to see the bitches!!! LOL!
juz saying from of the quotes from Superhero movie mind my language

back to school starts with project..wanted to do a robotic band
find out about the cost of those shit
project abandon
wanted to do car glass security system
over budget
project abandon again
wanted to do a water tank system from rain collection
will consider
wanted to do a psp tv tuner circuit
will consider as well
anyone viewing this shit nt on my team feel free to drop comments ty
take note!
PRODUCTIVE COMMENTS

well its been..wad? 2mths?
since we last met and all u did was give me stuff n ran off
very very very very nice polo tee u bought me
from karl kani...sounds like vulgar doesnt it the name
but its hell expensive..
50 europe dollars ...
exp dao...i dun dare wear..
i when to simlim for the project today...
i oso found out
NDSL or Nintendo Dual Screen Lite
has alot of accesseries compare to PSP
so..was thinking of getting tat for u
since tat shirt u bought me almost hit the target liao
there's alot of qns i wana ask u de
but nowdays no chance leh maybe later few weeks back lor
since now u n i in diff parts of the "world" liao eh?

well i bought my PSP ..
cost me 323..psp light blue
usb cable , screen protector
thxs to tekmedia i found a 4GB mem stick pro on the floor during IT show
and thxs to steven i got another 2GB card from him for free
din koe mem stick so exp 1

but off the topic cos now i'm all stress about tat project
its week 2 and we still duno wad to do..
sian..
well tats it...

2008-03-29T23:53:00.007+08:00

.....
well...
now i'm working..
for a goal...
that no one likes...
i'm near my goals...
7th april...
i guess its not like in the past...
they dun mind..
they mind alot
maybe partly becos they care about my well being oso..
thanks guys i take it productively...
but i still have to get it sorry...
maybe i will suffer for the coming weeks..
and i guess i cant complain much anymore..
but ..tats ok..
normal activities i will still try to progress with...
may is when..i can clear all my debts bah..meanwhile i try to clear as much with my remaining
funds after i complete one of my goals...

well after nicely talk to peng...
i guess i have to diver my pay to something useful
i changed my goal..
after talking it out with him..
i guess i must clear some of my debts 1st...
after clearing then we talk about psp..

strangely enuff i was surfing the web for horo
and by hell...
look wad it says:

Sagittarius November 22 - December 21

Quickie:Someone's unusual behavior is a red flag for something else -- give them a call.

Overview:Financial issues are on your mind at the moment and you may need to make a few changes in order to keep your inner peace over the situation. It's a good time to get solid advice from those in the know.

In Detail :
Someone's unusual behavior is a red flag for something else. Find out what the real deal is, today. No, it's not your imagination -- they are not acting the way they usually act. This change in behavior cannot go without comment. For all you know, they could be testing you. Are you paying attention to them? Make a quick phone call or send a cheerful email inquiring if there is anything they want to talk about. They have been waiting for you to start the conversation.

ZHUN~~~cannot dun believe........

lol so technically peng has always become my advisior?
so he can take FA? LOL!
Btw viewers i have update my goals n stuff do take a look n comment if u all like thxs
i update about 3 entries by date so far

Picture Blog on Muar

2008-03-25T14:34:00.010+08:00

Pi Dan porridge RM3.50

Muar God Of Fortune temple

a view from the car we ride in

Jusco Shopping Center

LOL ? Sentosa? the last pic i took before i leave JB

a foto of myself lol

My New Ring bought from Muar temple the "Change luck ring" RM10

A beautiful sunset in Kranji to end the whole trip

Nightmare so real....

2008-03-25T13:42:00.007+08:00

time: 1:43pm

ok i juz woke up...

i can blog about my trip to muar some other time

i juz woke up from a nightmare..in the afternoon

i dream..i killed a person....

the dream was so detailed...

after i kill that person i drove his/her subaru car...without any license...

then after that went to fetch someone..after i left the car unlocked

hoping someone will hopefully steal the car..remembering all over the car are my fingerprints

i go back to the car to wash it..i checked the door..yup was unlocked...

thing is..the car...is no longer a car..become lorry?..wth

then i panic..then this "girl" whom i duno start pushing this car to another parking slot...

really confusing..after we did tat..wan to walk to some other place for a rest....

i think the time is...4:55am..keep telling myself..i gona go to jail tml..

after that we encounter someone's mom asking about whether her daughter is with us..

unable to get a good answer from us..the mom follow us..wad i saw those ppl

i nv knew before..all those guys were thin..one wearing army clothes...

as the mom keep following us..we speed up..and the mom didnt follow anymore...

we stop by the mac..which should be in teck whye cc..but when i entered...

the mac really clamp..and alot of ppl ?? 4:55am leh??...

then..tat army guy..duno who the hell is he..manage to book a place

after we sit down..and watch the tv..i woke up...

now i review my dreams..alot of ...crack holes...

1. Who did we killed?
2.Why the helll did the subaru become a lorry?

3.How come i was involve in the killing?

4.Where is the corpse?

5.Who are those ppl?

am i seeing someone's crime while in dream

or is this gona be a future sight?

or this is juz a damm nightmare..anyway i'm awake now...

ok i guess i will blog..since its goddamm raining outside i cant go cycling oso

hmm...cycling..have to date back to :29/2/2008

this time will thing i use pictures bah..less words lol

one whole road for cyclist lol

One Circle of drinks for my team n iwad a bridge rare sight in sg

from the left : myself , kexin , jiaming xiang, kennard , laurence

an old friend from ITE : Sufiyan

well that ended my cycling trip like 5am in the morning

after that go makan go slp

2008-03-16T14:18:00.000+08:00

ok i will blog tml after my work on my trip to muar thxs
K BYE

YOUR gone

2008-02-26T21:29:00.004+08:00

time: 9:33pm

suddenly wan to blog...
xiang bu dao peng will blog again..
i guess the giant factor tat he wans to blog again is for YOU are my "eraser" to all those
or in computer terms
u overwrite my data YOU cleared my virus
even though i cant get you
being beside you seeing you talking to all the guys
n myself..is fine liao
we nv talk much tat nite..and yet...
hmm..i stil have this heart for u..
even though u din flirt around me
and flirt around them
i dun mind..cos u dun belong to me..
maybe even nv...
but..if i wan "all" of YOU
i am not fit to even like you
maybe tats how i feel bah..
shenli said..
i am nuo ruo
i told her...i can take betrayal
i'll juz silence myself to betrayal..
she said men should be bad at times
should speak up at times
well i review myself..
i am weak...i cant change
too bad..but i guess she...
i can talk to for a tiny bit of advice
suddenly think of mumu too duno why
maybe too long nv talk to her liao
talk to her oso awhile jiu gone
she have her problems bah...
as i am a "sacked" doctor
i have no license to help anyone anymore =/
and girl...puttin up a strong front
yet "cutting" herself behind everyone's back

recently i learn i am random..
i randomly jump into any topic i like
i guess..i have to put up my pervert front
so as to hide my submissive self

well..back to describle
THE "ASSIGNMENT"
i wake up at 930am
go down to xiang's place to pass him the tray , fork n spoon
than i wait at BBDC for lau n kennard to prin their PDL
wait till 1030am they told me cannot make it liao
then i went down to shenli's house to plan the surprize
we met up then called shenli out
while waitin for her the job ppl called me
told me about a job in takashimaya selling laptops(till today haven inform me the updates)
shenli arrive haha see her hapi face receiving all those present
a teddy bear the size of 1/2 of my body, upper body
and a rubix cube..quite the trend nowdays(maybe psp too exp rubix only $10)
then we went to her "hostel" as lau wan to pee..end up lau dun wan cos the place
not as beautiful as we pictured actually the place can play time crisis
cos alot of those walls to hide(" ACTION!" boom boom boom "RELOAD!") lol
then after tat we all went down
talk to them about the trip to genting then
a really long ride
we arrive at parkway parade
seeing the time 230pm
we speedup the shopping
and further divide our teams into another 2
there's already 3 teams now gt 3.5
whom have to wait at EAST COAST
for the bbqwholesale shitheads to come
then after finishing our shopping went down to team C.part2
after tat we rent bikes to cycle over to our pits
upon arrival we lay down the stuff
and tried to begin everything
then we end up dun have everything....
so i n kennard go buy other things
then on the way back
IT RAIN...sian
we rush back n forth
we came back and the rain stop
still without all the teams there
we tried to start the fire ..hmm
hmm the pit is wet
wenjun's dad called
we go down n get the ice(16kg)
while waiting for the ice
IT RAIN AGAIN! YAY! THIS TIME ITS HUGE!
i n jun hide under a tree
much like how jay n the girl in "secert" did
only thing is he is a man too..sian..i wish it was YOU
ok so the ice car came
jun's dad seeing the rain so heavy he longpang us go to our parking lot
C4..where i unload the ice onto my shoulder(man ah? 16kg leh u can anot? LOL!)
while running n in the run n barefoot with a pack of ice on my shoulder
i n jun ran to the shelter n unload the ice
then the rain stop
shenli went to the toilet to get some toilet paper to dry up the pit
then we unload all the food back to the bbq pit
it rain again
this time dun care liao
put all the stuff there dun move
then after tat ..wheeee
we're starting a fire liao
actually is jun n jiaming starting the fire
hmm
then alot of things delay la , 2nd team to arrive YOUR team
before even they arrive
we're already eating ! LOL!!!!
end up the food not enough la
laurence underestimate the among of food
then when i was back
started eating
they wanted to cycle so i follow them
i learned tat she haven cycled in the past..23-16=7years liao
at 1st she find it hard
she cant take too curve de curve
haha cant blame her...maybe i like girls who will sa jiao more bah
i find her kinda cute..when she's turning curve she ...AHHH WAN TO FALL LIAO
she dun like ppl cycle beside her
cos she scared she will bang or we will bang her
hmm ....cycle cycle cycle
then we back to pit 31
the guys are back
hmm she see them she very happy
i guess with someone u can talk to
rather than someone u will avoid who will you choose?
ok so we're back
eating around play around till 8+
go to the beach area to sit in silence
then came shenli n bi neng
before they came..while looking at the moonlight..
i remembered..the old times..
where i n pengzhi would sit down on the beach to talk about girl stuff
and stuff and stuff till the morning..been a long time eh asshole?
duno when we will have chance doing tat since time changed liao
anyway i n shenli talk about STUFF
then we went back
i grab some food n go back to sit there...
after tat sit awhile they called me whether i wana eat
then ...see them playing with fireworks
so happy..such a simple thing can make them so happi
this is life bah =)
after tat lester came n join me
we talk about STUFF again
after tat we all go back

WEEEE 0000am

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHENLI!!!!!!!

sorry for the low quality pics i will update ASAP when i have pics from kexin

she cut the cake we sang the songs she made the wish

and we ate the cake, hmm not bad bah haha =)

thanks YOUR team for buying the cake
we played polar bear it was fun while it lasted
YOU tried to feed lester and he resisted ..after tat i announce tat we go night cycling liao
3.30am we started the trip
around 6 we reach our destination
and we cycle back
that was the time tat i see tat her face is all red and stuff
we did not get to see a sunrise tgt but nvm bah
cycling next/behind of her was fun
it almost looks like she will faint ..
so i took notice i must accompany her till the end of the trip
and i did n she did , lucky nothing went wrong
i guess its been awhile all of us excercise liao
all msn nick ASS PAIN , PAIN IN THE ASS
aiya all pigu tong jiu shi le~ wahahaha lucky i gt fat pigu lol but still pain T_T
after tat we all go home to rest
jun told me i missed a moment with her
they all went toilet she wan someone to carry her to the toilet lol
no one did carry her =/ i guess all are thinking about me bah thxs
then they go home
and we go to the toilet to bath
phew...heng beng let me towel to dry myself thx beng
if not , my exposed scalp
the termination squad will come to terminate me(monster)
so we took a really long bus ride 196/197 i cant remember
and went to take 188 home..KNN CBB
the rotten otak n hotdog in my bag stain my new clothes n stink up the bus knn!
next time i ain bringing any food back liao
then after tat sleep one nite
wake up at 9pm..eat see tv sleep again ..
next wake up ..then called lau n xiang out
end up we go xiang house to play mahjong
thxs guy for helping me staying awake it did work
and i arrive at changi airport terminal 3
nice sia...new airport..actually i tot i lost my way there cos new airport
then ..heng the directories i took were correct if not cant meet her liao
after tat i saw her alone then i sit down talk to her
she was surprized to see me there
but after she asked where's the rest i guess i'm juz a nobody bah
not important means nth to her
anyway talk awhile talk talk
shenli they all arrive
and send them off..then before they go they turn back to wave goodbye to me
i dint go hug her..maybe i was waiting for her to hug me bah..but i didnt go hug her
after they went through with the registery for the plane
i salute them goodbye only...hais..how stupid of me..
but tat nite..made me ..like YOU even more
maybe i am stupid for liking YOU bah
but its ok
well YI LU SHUN FENG!!!!
i will missed you and awake your return back to this place i called home
i guess u must have forget the stuff i ask u help me buy bah

but if u remember i will be quite touched.haha..wad am i saying..

i am nothing to you..yet asking you to remember my things oh well =/

and xiang u think u writing compo?
i writing a book liao..this one duno page wad liao WAKAKAKA!!!!!

here..i copy you sir

REMARKS ABOUT THE "ASSIGNMENT":

well if you gimme rate this "assignment"

65.65%/100%

there's a hell lot of rooms for improvement...

too much teams hard to sync but it work out in the end

i guess we need more coordination for the coming chalet

timed: 11:27pm

Day Before the Last Exam

2008-02-20T21:54:00.004+08:00

Hmm finally got time to blog liao
Time: 9:56am
i think my watch spolit again...nb
juz now i see the time 830...then is 9pm liao..
well tml LAST paper DCNT
..dcnt is not actually on mine mind...
if u were xiang or lau u will koe wad i am thinking
well ..i duno how to talk to YOU
when i am standing beside you i juz ..
silence..sian.
anyway YOU will be having WFT at 2
and i will be having DCNT at the same time...
after all this
we can bbq liao..
bbq...hahaha i will look forward to it bah
hapi vday to you..hope YOU like the rose =)

well jiaming ask me
how many days i nv see u
it was 2 bah..i nv seen u for 2days..
lau called up u ..then we go find u
seeing u studying so erm.."attentively"
i oso dun wana disturb u
let u study lo
.....
duno wad else to say liao...
i guess dcnt ..
tml ..and you on my head
enuff say liao =)
i hope we can improve...
after the exams

2008-02-06T17:26:00.000+08:00

The Perfect BF?

2008-01-31T00:31:00.000+08:00

Is This wad most girl wans
and Most guys lack?

Take a look wad are the qualities being the perfect bf(at least it doesnt say anything about being rich or handsome meaning its more..down to earth type NO JIRO/JAY/ZAIZAI/RAIN TYPEies)

Read this...
This is so nice:

When she stares at your mouth
[ smile...then kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hit's you
[ hug her tight ]

When she starts cursing at you
[ say i love you ]

When she's quiet
[ hold her hand and ask what's wrong ]

When she ignores you
[ act cute so she'll notice you ]

When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst
[ tell her you love her and she still
looks amazing ]

When you see her start crying
[hold her...ask her what's wrong]

When you see her walking
[ approach her..give a kiss on the
cheek. ]

When she's scared
[assure her you're not goin to leave
her ]

When she lays her head on your
shoulder
[ tilt your head too..and hold her
hand ]

When she steals your favorite hat
[ let her keep it]

When she teases you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesnt answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is
okay ]

When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When she says that she likes you
[ she really does more than you could
understand ]

When she grabs at your hands
[ Hold hers and play with her
fingers ]

When she bumps into you
[ bump into her back and make her
laugh ]

When she tells you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]

When she misses you
[ she's hurting inside ]

When you break her heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]

When she says its over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]

When she repost this bulletin
[ she wants you to read it ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if
shes not saying anything.

- When she's mad hug her tight and
don't
let go

- When she says she's ok dont believe
it, talk with her

- because 10 yrs later she'll remember
you:

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday
to
te ll her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after
you wake up

- Treat her like she's all that matters
to you.

- Tease her and let her tease you back.

- Stay up all night with her when she's
sick.
- Watch her favorite movie with her or
her favorite show even if you think its
stupid.
- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes.

- When she's bored and sad, hang out
with her.

- Let her know she's important.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain.

- When she runs up at you crying, the
first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

*still thinking is my decision right about YOU anot..hai*
fail Basic theory test..book again..having it again at 21/4
having aoop exams at next monday..
have new year at 7thfeb
dunno will have vday with you anot
seems like everyone has a date but me
i guess adding to the record it will be 19 lonely vdays
1 suffered vday =)

thank you
K BYE

Kung Dunk is coming

2008-01-28T21:09:00.001+08:00

Jay new mv 周大俠

Ivan Koh & Iko Marridge on JAN 25

2008-01-27T23:27:00.000+08:00

Although my title of the entry is about my cousin getting married
lets not go fast into tat 1st
leave the best for last they call it be patient IKO! LOL!

First thing 1st
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look at the pic...
xiang say he look like me
anyone else think so? i dun think so bah
if your a Dong Chen Wei Fan u will definitely be laughing at me now
but seriously i feel i look like him~
maybe in my dreams bah lol
i found out xiang n gang invented a new sport
Table Badminton
play badminton using Table tennis racket enjoy the video (hope this works)

- V I D E O S T A R T S H E R E -

- V I D E O E N D S H E R E -

i say goodbye to my MPI kitset heng nv lost anything arbo need to be fined

oh ya then sat got a giant cosplay event inviting all cosplayers in sg
called the SOY : start of year
alot of cosplayers went and well here are some photos taken by my frens
due to the tiko pei take alot of sexy girl cosplay photo i only choose the best few
to post up =) and here they are :

Kakashi

DieDaRa Almost Kena Thousand Years of Pain

Ryuk : Death Note Shinigami

-Unknown- But the uniform looks nice

Bleach : Nel

wow so much for cosplay
now time for my cousin's wedding dinner that day
a few words from myself before the picture leaks:

haha iko..so fast u married liao...i oso duno how mani years old u liao
but i think is 2X la haha...time flies doesnt it
xiang dang nian i still crying wan to drink all of your nissin noodle soup
u all have to go karaoke buy lunch...always stay at home and play sega saturn
taking me to ginza plaza to burden u and your fren ..then burden u again go starhub interview then burden u n ivan treat me dinner..haha i have been a burden -_-..thats no the main point la..for me it juz too fast la jie..haha but ..wth...Blissful marridge and zhao shen gui zhi( hope my hanyu is correct =X) wei during ur honeymoon get me something good ok? if your reading this la haha...

ok here are the pics:

first things 1st hmmm nice food ,decorative =)

after that din take much pic cos was busy eating dinner and they were running around the place all 30 place to be exact..30 tables mah haha
then saw ah guang and yishun ...wah..one gf: China, the other 1 : Japanese...
both own me kao kao have to work hard le hor hk? haha

before i left i tell myself DIE DIE MUST take pic with them so i did
and my family did as well =) haha
here they are :

the handshaking before we depart : on the left my dad n i
on the right Ivan's dad,my Yima, my xin papa,ivan & iko =)

standing tall behind ~

myself , my mom and them =) yeah~ V is still young LOL!

hmm then comes ytd ( saturday)
i re-learn how to play mahjong again
i think is 3rd time
i won using this
xiang n jiaming they all say this one is 6 folds nice
can say my highest win that nite

well before i went home to sleep
i saw him/her sleeping on top of the 7-11 ice-cream fridge

nite nite =)

Monopoly of Love?

2008-01-23T04:07:00.000+08:00

been a long time since i play this game ..mayeb since sec 1 bah 2,3,4,ite1,2,poly1,2.2,....
8 years bah wow i heard there's an electronic edition coming out liao
Well for the past few days been moody...alot of shit bah
1. Project for BAE business n economy shit + ppt
2.peer pressure and girl problem or juz girl thinking problems
3.PDPR soldering a timer circuit( today finally doned! 100% working YAY!)
4.My Cousin's wedding wad to get for her leh this friday leh
5.3rd Year project cluster now there's alex and wenjun both without frens...choose who leh...farked
i guess tats about i stresssed about de bah
HER..YOU..
maybe...i duno...
frens advise me alot
gave me lots of chances
yet i found out..others wasnt the problem
the problem is me
i wasnt auto enuff
it wasnt about the F.L.I.R.T game
it was about my auto system not responding
chances were there...maybe there's alot in my head bah
i still cant accept the fact my past bday were ruined becos my ex hold other ppl hand on my bday yet i can silently accept it
these kind of images juz..how to say leh..mumu...wendy...siyan...girl...iko....how to say?
becos get burned thats why...scared of fire...
those images will always happened
i talked to sir i told him i gave my 110% tolerance limit to my ex before
even mumu koes about tis
but yet wad i dint notice was...
110% tolerance can nv beat even 1% of pure auto-ness
autoness to show care, love at right time ...right moment..
yes i was tolerate...but i am no auto...i need to be like...slapped right in the face say " Hey i need U!" then i will koe...kinda ...immature eh..."u still young why not?"...near 21 le.."ur thinking too much la"...well tats true...i am a flirt eh...am i?...i guess i cant answer my own questions...
cos i dun understand myself too..being weak infront of the girl i like...weak..slow..retard...-.-...i have almost finish the report for my tml IS...then need to present....i lack sleep..i know it..tml 8 have to start prepare...life sucks...i koe...once again...my body is giving me problems...wad kind i dun wan to find out..i juz need to koe the fact...the body is still working ..when will it give up i duno...will she go back..after she finish schooling in np?...i oso duno..of cos i dun wan her to leave oso..love...i cant say i'm too stress to talk about it bah..i have to face it ...
but i feel this is juz not the right time..
we're all starting to fail..subjects like this term
to me..ur as important as my books..
but..my stupidity..tells me u duno tat...
by /ignoring me or i think u /ignore me
i feel i am stopped..not in the traffic lights..
sir...i'm not even near the traffice light..nope bah...i din even start walking..
maybe i dun need group morale bah...its juz a way of excuses...
peng has some factor that..group is not always a good thing
"she go out with ur grp of frens get to koe them..than ur frens sabo u..backstab u..lied to u and its all done in ur back ..finally run away with ur frens"
for YOU..i cooked for you..bought present for you..i guess this is only minor bah...
alot of guys did it ...some dun even need to do it...their girl cook for them..
maybe to you......i forgot wad i wan to say liao....fark...this happen alot recently
even 5secs things i oso forget..maybe after this term is over
new year...
exams..
shenli's bbq settle..
iko's wedding settle..
u all fly back to your country..
i manage to work for 2 mths..
i can rest abit..hopefully this body will still function..before all this is over
laurence good luck for weds man both ways...at least i can see u successing
unlike lester..who is almost like me..
or xiang who is too late...
there is always another day bah...
guys jiayou bah
maybe becos now is 4:36am..
listen to youtube than doing this blogging shit
then..thinking how today went well
fun factor increase becos of you
although i couldnt answer your qns about wads nonya...
i did tried..at least i speak bah
i may not be the answer u wan..
at least i was attempted by you bah
thxs...

well tml still got..presentation..report to edit...gym/basketball..so i guess
tml wun be seeing u bah..but tat day at vivo ...i realise my tolerance limit ...
was down to 40%..i could snap at anyone at anytime during then..for tat i appologise...
i wasnt the man i used to be..feedback is good..helps reflect what was said..
its good tat not much ppl take it into heart..thanks for understand..i will learn to control
and..regenerate my tolerance lvl back to how it used to be bah..

Ai Xin Pasta

2008-01-06T19:53:00.000+08:00

Timed: 7:55pm

The following recipe is my own n can be copied by any one who view this blog
oso can be comment by anyone who view this blog if my cooking really sucks although my dad is a chef

Ai Xin Pasta

twisted Pasta : cook 15min put into cold water
Sauce : Domino Pasta Sauce( mushroom n herbs)
meat : hotdog ( on buget la)
cheese : No $ buy cheese

If( 7 portion == true)
increase Sauce, Meat n pasta
stick with no cheese

cooking
Sauce in pan add water slimmer
add hotdog slimmer somemore(actually this 2 are the SHOULD BE ways)

[This is how my mom cook it -.-"]:
ONE whole pack of pasta for 2 person!
hotdog slice n dice
hotdog cook in water with pasta
add 1/2 bottle of sauce into water become ZHAP
eat

1st time cook pasta: FAILURE!
they say failure is success mother
..today is my mother cook i supervise -.- wtf?

dun worry YOU
wei le YOU
i will learn to cook it

nEW yearrr, GOODBYE Old past

2008-01-01T18:41:00.000+08:00

WOW HAPI NEW YEAR EVERYONE
Before u all make ur new year resolutions
here on my blog(hope someone will)

good old times
have more of them
badtimes, they shall disappear and nv come again
bad ppl, burn in hell! xD
more good stuff will come our way

old year 1st:

We say goodbye to a 20yr old playground
a playground tat i used to play n still do sometimes T_T

a cat who will always rest on the cardboard box of the petrolstation
lol UR HOUSE AH?

we say hi to new tastes : CoffeeBean Blackforest 1st time go coffeebean
having such an expensive coffee, 6.20

look at the insides of my pure chocolate xD! LOOK LIKE INTESTINES!

alittle betting? ... nope i dun gamble
but i'm the banker for this BIG SMALL stall in a mini "Las Vegas Nite" event

my fren dav who is incharge of the roulette look like kid stuff issit it?
its hard

and another 1 peng who is incharge of blackjack strictly adult game
having say tat means my BIGSMALL stall is always full of kids -__- sian 1
rich kids get to gamble huh?
whoa whoa before any1 start thinking this is illegal
we juz playin for tokkens to tat can be exchanged to redeem some stuff

and this is how to say hi to new year!:

ONE STREET OF TAXIS! ALL TAXIS ! JUST TAXIS! NTH ELSE
really rare sight

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE
tml start school liao sian
+
go sch tml oso cannot see YOU

Xmas ! juz another day of holiday

2007-12-25T22:20:00.000+08:00

10:21pm

well today is Xmas AND ITS ENDING SOON! YEAH~!
not here to talk about xmas as i dun much celebrate it
ppl always say when ur rich everyday is xmas isnt it true
just when i tot the day before xmas eve tat
it wil juz be another all guys meeting to countdown
or maybe dinner with takumi and gang i was wrong
recevied a call from pengzhi
who later directed the call to dav
who later told me there's a job for me
being poor i took up the job and desperate
was contacted by his fren..the girl name..
sheryl..aiya duno hoow to spell
the details she sms me
made me tot i was gona be a waiter
"Novotel ballroom, dress code long sleeve shirt + jeans are ok"
in the end i was a coordinator
wad a rare chance for me to do something i nv done before
well here it goes:

suppose to me up with his gf..called jeff from him
den jeff directed me to his av guy went to liang court's loading bay help him
unload his stuff :

I always wanted to be an av guy! yoyo dj check check

Xmas is boring lucky i have work but i still cant escape xmas

my weapon of the day suppose to fire it at 3,2,1 XMAS!!!

wow should call them go mos they will enjoy it!

a toast to xmas! sa lu teh~ gan pei

my boss of the day
yuan lai his name is jeffery R martini
he played a vcd of his own
and looks like he have been around the world doing this
entertaining ppl for all kinds of occasion
i guess ultimately adults are still children bah
in a way this guy jeffery he cna get all of them in the ballroom
to act even more childish than a kindergarten kid
the has the ultimate skill of entertainment bah..entertainment at its best
see them play so fun ,its like a flashback towards my sec sch life compare to now lol
most of them older than me maybe even older than my mom
but they played hard..which is suprizing i tot it is gona be like a
formal party with boring lucky draws n stuff
but he turn the activity 360 degress around
it is an honor working with him, learn from the master they say
after the shows over everyone left but still there's the old couple still dancing(refer to above pic)
seems like love follows with age , meaning doesnt mean every family is like mine which is a good sign
* i hope distance wont be a problem when i have her *
ok after tat we pack up the av stuff
jeff n his gf go their ways
i n the av guy pack up his shit at his car
then i ask me to gimme a ride
1/2 way at jurong east he ask me get down as its not fang bian for him to drive me all the way to bpp..knn 1 xmas so kay kao..
i was suppose to get paid $70 for the whole nite
but sheryl pay me 80 i tot at 1st weeeee
i got xtra but tat guy drop me off there...JURONG EAST! I STAY AT CCK LEH UNCLE!
nvm la free ride till jurong east nt bad liao
so i think...aiyo take cab to bukit panjang to see lau THEY ALL should be ok bah
so i wait at the bus stop..den SILVER CAB come
k go bukit panjang , my ass sit down on the seat O_O! 2.80..bo bian la..its 130am liao tat side no NR 1..as the taxi goes i countdown to every min the meter ticks
i counted 22secs 10cent..so its on the miles not time liao
when i finally saw bukit panjang i faster call the cab stop liao
he press total sum : 9.70! hmm lets see , Midnight charge + fare + holiday charge
est $10 liao sian..
i give him the 10 he gimme the 30~
30 cents..so technically
I earned $70.30 for the show seee 30cents i can buy ice kosong -.-" nnb
well tml will be going out shopping for some personal stuff n stuff liao
hope its still not too late bah
merry xmas every
Merry xmas mumu,tak,mark,jo,eu,rach,vinvin,girl,beng,peng,dav,heng,shunlong,god strenght,xiang,molester, lau n his wife, xiuhui , angelina , all those maple siao and all those who view my blog thank you for ur support i win no prize but u all are my best prize liao

oh ya and thanks to the job today
ytd was the 2nd time in my life
i tasted turkey =)
taste like chicken LOL!

to YOU
Merry Xmas hope u like the gift i give u
i nv give anyone xmas present this yr ,only u
i hope tat made u felt special =)
but i koe YOU will not view this blog
and u will recevie alot more present from other guys /girls/gays/les
so i'm basically just talk to myself
i dun care liao those wan to bad mouth and sabo me go ahead
WO XING WO SU

SHADOW CANT SURVIVE AT NIGHT

LOL!!!

2007-12-20T01:45:00.001+08:00

D.Day 1

2007-12-10T19:33:00.000+08:00

Since this is the day 1 of exam
i decided to name this day D.Day
War commences
Alot of Stunts were created
alot of shock was recevied
we arent prepared for the MPI
Kena Owned in the end
alot of Deaths to be reported soon
End of Report for D.Day1
Next D.Day : Thrusday 4.00pm

when ppl slip n fell
they have to get up the face the music again
although nobody cheer me on
its good that no one else booo me oso

Thxs for the plasters =)
i hope my hand can recover soon

2007-12-06T15:40:00.000+08:00

pissed is the word of the day

pangseh is the action of the day

to everyone except myself
enjoy while u can

to myself
it takes time
i have not much life
my body is dying on me
its time for self reflection again
i have reviewed myself to suit the environment
seems like everyone dun like the new me
what to do?

=/

Monday - MPI - 4.00pm
Thrusday - DCNT - 4.00pm
Friday - AOOP - forget

juz saw a couple walk pass me
i guess this "new" me can accept n ignore it
maybe juz for now
i dun like the new me as well
and wth
it doesnt even concern anyone
xiang's here liao
time for study again

2007-12-03T14:17:00.000+08:00

SITEX AfterMath

Report on SITEX 2007

Time: 2:18pm
no. of sales < 5
crowd : 101% full
team cooperation : 95%
Sales target: None
Conclusion : 1st hand Laptop Sales Exp Earned

MONDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY today
siyan's last day of project after getting scolded cb from her
still wish her good luck with her final yr project
and with the man she likes

and yes sharon ur the monday blue queen
from now till yr3 opening
complete with duo core 2 processing xD!
eh no...is monday blue black queen

mumu hmm hope the advice i gave u ytd
can make u think abit more

nice working with u guys
especially u mark
learn alot of things from u n the compaq ppl

now is towards the CA!

http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/RVaXEfGawwk/

something random : wah so rich sia now i see your true colors

2007-11-29T21:55:00.000+08:00

HAPI BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPI bIrThDaY tO mE
h@P1 !3iRt!)@y 2 m3
hapi BIRTHDAY TO ME

there

1st /2nd time i never celebrate bday liao
better get my presents ready ^ ^ ppl

SAT && SUN - EXPO HALL 6
COMPAQ BOOTH - WONG HAI KUAN wearing compaq vest with all guys in the booth
absolutely no girls in my booth -.-
those tat owe me presents u koe who u are ahhhh hehe

1st of all TY weiling for taking your time and making this for me

really love it

2007-11-28T00:11:00.000+08:00

Singapore poly recommended food

canteen 1
teriyaki Chicken set $3.00
japanese food stall

Canteen 2
Thai pineapple Fried Dory Fillet Rice + Tom Yan soup + mango salad
$4.00 add rice no xtra $$ - Thai Cusine
*Most people like to eat this*

Canteen 3
Fried Chicken fillet Rice with sambal chill
$2.00 - Malay Stall

Few Min walk away from SP a coffeeshop
Pepper Salmon Fish Rice
Gong Bao Dice Chicken Rice

Clementi Interchange Coffeeshop
Pork porridge

JUST SHUT YOUR MOUTH

2007-11-26T16:45:00.000+08:00

another reason why school system sucks till the core:

Date of photo shot : 23/11/07
today's date : 26th

2007-11-22T17:04:00.001+08:00

LOVE

when your in love it feels like heaven
when your not it feels like hell
when your love is in high tide it taste like honey
when its in low tide taste like sour plum
when your sad about your love u drink beer
when your not u eat chocolate
when your loved one loves you u felt fulfilled
when your loved one loves somebody else u rather die
so
when u are in love treasure it
when your not in love dont always think about the edge of the knife / cliff
when your awaiting your turn to be loved be patient
when your not work for it

=) something i tot about

2007-11-20T20:13:00.000+08:00

well so funny the siao char bo come tag me XD!!!!
hope ur not reading this yet angelia
its been a long time since we have fun hor
hope can see u soon la den i teach u shuffle
hahahahaha

today at bus
i came up with a case study for everyone :

Subject : Girl ( to protect her identiy we will name her KE LIN!)(ok this is my fren classmate la)
problem: Fat Boyfriend, either party embarrased by class teasing them because they are in the same class decided to keep low profile by not doing anything intimate at school n in class

according to my sources :
she haven been out every saturdays
she spent holliday working alone
she wants to go out with my group alot (but haven been)

solution :
I cant decide u as the viewer shall decide
here are the options:
(1) Break
(2)Act dumb and continue
(3)Face the crowd proudly instead of hiding their love
(4)*your answer here*

anyway there are somethings some ppl say
that no one can forget
here's one of them:
Takumi's quote from mark's blog:

As Takumi always tell me - once a friend, I give you my full trust but once you take advantage of it then I guess there is nothing else we can say about it. I will not be pointing fingers at anyone. It will be fully your call. Because my judgement would not be accurate than all of you touching your individual heart and think which category are you in.

been a while since i see u guys
the chance will come at IT show bah =)
if u guys are reading pls pls pls plsplsplspls tag thxs
show me signs of life in my lifeless blog

2007-11-19T00:20:00.000+08:00

Self Reflection

today we go out again
this time the situation has changed
but we're not here to discuss it

basically
i am :
asking too much from ppl
demanding too less from myself (lazy)
expect others to pay my debt
always think of an easy way out(except death)
always depend on others to do stuff
no $ still wana go out
always forcing ppl to go out with me
always trying to owe ppl $ dun return

to conclude that:
Lazy n indebt

heng heng juz now 12:15 log in msn jo ask me work IT show
at last i can :
Pay $ to some debtors back
Have some to spent
Gain IT knowledge by working there as a compaq/bell laptop seller
expand my IT knowledge HANDS-ON style
maybe get free uniform?
per laptop sold = xtra $$$

i guess this is a really big chance for me to redeem myself from so much SINs that i yet to notice
becos i was blinded by lust
after such a conclusion
it has be taken note that i have to learn to resist tempation from the opposite sex
but that doesnt mean i cannot accept it(i will accept it if it comes to me )
juz i need to think more...NO.. i have to think FASTER

i guess tats all i have to say le bah
anyway thx leh peng for helping ask for the job
no matter the outcome i still thx u
and beng ..thx for helping me ask jo for the IT show's work oso
siyan i will go with u on friday to the IT SHOW if ur interested to go with me that is
whatelse......
mumu savour ur love life now
enjoy embrace it its yours for the taking
juz dun take it for granted
Weiling:
Stop living in the past
look forward to the future
and dun always talk half way den missing
Calvin:
Hapi Bday to you man
sorry din help u celebrate your bday i guess mine wun be celebrated as well have to work =/

well it did work out
lets juz hope the $ was put to good uses

wish me luck n hapi bday since i wun be celebrating it tis yr

2007-11-18T00:34:00.000+08:00

i guess
today...
i spolit alot of ppl day bah
lets see...
1st i bring in the senior n spolit xiaobo's day
den i owe so mani ppl debt and she has to cancel off today
den i make the senior unhappy by being with her in most of the rides
den..i make everyone's day unhappy cos xiaobo koe how much i owe and cancels the day off
i duno who told her tat i koe its nt u weepeng if ur reading this..still old rule keep it to urself bah

being poor is a sin isnt it?
especially when u owe ppl $
everyone will wan to avoid u when u come near
i already pay off most debts le..
those i am still saving to pay ones...
i'm trying my best le...
why does it have to be..the party kena dismantle sia...
i mean..being poor......
hais..
i guess myself if nv appear in that party..
u will all be happy le..
dun need to compromise me..
but after today event
i can see..U have the power to dismantle the grp
even if i'm not here the party will still failed
..........................................................................................................................

well today when to escape with the gang n the senior
den senior was center of attention for the guys
i guess laurence words were true huh
the ..visual war does exist really badly huh
den i must review the suddenly join in liao
both for my benifit and the group's
-----------------------------------------------------------------------
i guess today nitelife being cancel off.
seriously have to say is all thanks to the someone who wanted to dismantle the party
but after dismantling the party..
i reach home n shit really hard..in a somewhat way its good la
at least i can shit at home when the stomache came
............................................................................................................................
i have almost nth to say le...
cant think of anything le..
even ...aiya mai say liao ...nb..say liao sad

2007-11-13T20:27:00.000+08:00

Quote from Yan
" Is it me or what, since primary sch to poly, there will always be one guy in class who will be the "leader" type. He will talk very loudly one, discussion v hyper one, den everything also want to be in charge..damn irritating..they will also talk v straight forward one..and if you try to tell them anything they give you that kind of you're not in my league face..hate them mans..
Anyone of you encounter this kind of ppl in your class/friend/cliques/kin and you find them irritating and distasteful? hahahaha"

Ring A bell in your life?

1 year older. 1 year wiser

2007-11-11T02:41:00.000+08:00

1st of all Happy bday to shun long my dear old fren
how long has it been.....
primary 6 till now around 8yrs? of friend ship, hardship n dipshit
thanks for bringing n helping me through man

as we prosper
it shall..

ok...
been a long time since i blogged
well..
i am alone again..
well..maybe my alone means no girls to talk to bah
i cant think of wad to type liao
juz forgotten..guess i'm old bah
well lets hope they prosper as well
seems to me they are prospering well
either in pain or in joy i duno
and neither do i have the ownership to care anymore
with HYPE down in the drain my clubbing life is over
with $ down in the drain i guess my bday will be shit
with books in the drain i guess i can barely study
but i guess today's meeting with my old frens
shine some light on me bah
sorry jun i forgotten your bday was on monday if not i will take time out to celebrate for u
but i guess with your current maple life u dun nid me to celebrate for u bah
recently its always been about maple hasnt it? siyan alot of words , juz no one to speak to huh?
i guess the work load n love life/loveless/selflove life made everyone go nuts and starts to isolate themselves bah

then i guess its time to replan my steps
and make my return to my ice palace
since it is such a lonely/cold/cruel/selfish world out here now
still and always my problem n sole problem is ***** this i guess if i can find the answer to it
i can..well be happy..i guess tat is my missing formula for hapi bah
i did find it ..in today's meeting
i always liek this word
" we are poor but we are happy"
but i guess...WE are no more..neither is happy
alot of things can be ruined by the miscalculated formula of hapi i guess
stuff like my relationship
stuff like my outings
stuff like my family
stuff like my frens
the list can go on

are we silenting ourselves to ourselves
or are we juz wan to suffer in silence so the other party can rest in peace?
perhaps the answer lies in yourselves

with the recent outings
all conclude to 1 ending
its always about ***** 1st talk is *****
and the list goes down to how much i owe how mani ppl
tats liek always farked up my day?
i guess u can gauge a fren by how long he koes u bah
at least today outing ***** was not the subject
the subject was ..well everything except *****
with that in mind i guess unless i pay all the shit i owe ya
u can stop ur whining?
den i shall pay all the shit before i get into somemore shit
the meaning is lost...
the outing are nothin but chances for ppl to owe u *****
with tat in mind we will have to minimize our ***** spending
looks like i have to settle the shit 1st
or i will nv be a man infront of u
i'll only be a debtor to u..always being chase ***** by u
den i shall pay u
before i pay the rest
and when i pay the rest
i can truly enjoy my *****less day in hapi..instead of in fear/sadness/anger

death is a coward's way out
oh and weepeng if u reading this pls dun tell the others to read it
treat it like u see nothing here/keep it between us
mumu may your beauty station thingy prosper
weiling dun suffer in silence i heard your prayers from my prayer
peng and i are still zero fighters so lets jiayou
calvin its time to enjoy ur life dun live in fear n tears everyday
to the HYPE peeps tat i koe tat wun be viewing this shit
i missed u all, sorry but i guess ever since that day everything is lost
to you . yes i like u, but i am in no states to tell u tat now i hope u like me as well but i guess u like everyone too..so this is for u, the furtest distance is not tian ya hai jiao, is i infront u but u duno i love u..old fashioned
and to all maplers fark u all! dumbshit! u are all wasting ur $ and ur lifes doing something tat is farking boring do something useful la...takeup a course or something there is no future in maple
victims like timo always wasted 5k on tat shity game issit really worth it?
5k can study pte diploma liao leh nnb..maple lan!

2007-11-05T21:09:00.000+08:00

sometimes ppl like me
are like extras in a show
i juz walk around aimlessly

not everyone has important roles
unfortunate for me
some one is her leading man
juz not me bah an extra

2007-10-26T20:06:00.000+08:00

hi blog..
as usual u rot and no one is looking at u well done

pretty soon i shall die of heart attack due to 90kg
so i am gona savour my life now instead of wasting it
at least let me make my life valuable bah
let me make things right for this life at least

2007-10-22T14:04:00.000+08:00

issit juz me ..or am i juz having less female frens...
wadever it is.. =/

here's a hapi bday to all Oct babies
partly : WeiLing , Xiao bo , peiying ( well tats all =/)

.....

2007-10-15T15:13:00.000+08:00

time: 3:14pm

its has become..
a thing tat i cannot ignore any longer

i have to take care of tat thing
or the rest of my life is square 1 again

2007-09-09T21:23:00.000+08:00

time: 9:24pm

hmm
1.5weeks of work
and now i am jobless again
i know alot of ppl will scold me tupid for quitting my ez job
but i'm lookin for greenier grass now
so..lets hope i can secure it for 1mth
therfore securing my taiwan trip

ytd dav's bday went to celebrate at sentosa and eat pizza
hope the fotos will be up soon at peng's blog
if not i juz upload when i have a stable network bah

well tues gona send shenli off back to her home
weds gona go look for job in the morn and chiong in the nite
thrus mark's holiday

bz bz bz

miss ya mumu sorry i cant be online when ya need me
and
sorry weiling cant talk to u much i know your having problems of your own
hope it can settle it soon
mark thrusday u watch out ! XD!
farking manager __ eat this

well
i'm gone

2007-08-28T12:18:00.000+08:00

timed: 12:22pm

finally working in a office
i dreamed of..NOT!

all i can think about till date is
i miss her...
why did will i miss her...
i wan to contact her oso cannot
=/

well..i miss her =)

The Start of A NEW war

2007-08-19T17:38:00.000+08:00

time: 5:39pm

after seeing wad hardwarezone fourm put up
i feel wad laurence said
is working in there

This is one of the ANTI-ODEX thread in the forum:

ATTENTION:
=====================================================================CHANGED AS OF 19TH AUGUST 2007 4:15PM (1615 HRS), THE ODEX BURNING CEREMONY WILL BE CHANGED IN LIGHT OF ENVIRONMENTAL ISSUES. THERE WILL BE A COLLECTION OF ODEX CD'S AT THE YOUTH PARK ON AUGUST 25TH 2007 AT 5:00PM (1700 HRS). BREAK THE CD'S AND TOSS INTO OUR JUNK BAG, AND THE CARDBOARD CD COVERS WILL BE SEPERATED FOR RECYCLING. ALL THRASHED CD'S WILL EITHER BE RECYCLED OR RETURNED TO ODEX AT THEIR OFFICE. SIMILARLY, TRADE IN YOUR BOX FOR A RIBBON AND JOIN THE CAUSE. http://odex-rebellion.blogspot.com/
==========================================================

i think we can proudly call this day ANTI-ODEX day
they even have a black ribbon to anti them!!
lets juz hope no one there burning vcd right now gets arrested

The First Formal Interview

2007-08-15T00:02:00.000+08:00

Time: 12:04am

After Playing Some wc3 Bnet
time to blog again ~
Thxs to Xiang who Lend me an Mp3 player today
my day is not lonely =)

today woke up at 12
den take bus go teh starhub Interview liao
Wad i heard over the phone n wad i see is entirely different thing
starhub June: " ya our office is at PUBmall next to fish n co' "
which turn out to be PARKmall -.-"
starhub June: " 1sept will be your training starts"
Fierce Interview guy :" Our 1st training is at 20th august" -.-"
well i arrive at the so-called starhub call center which i tot will be at cuppage road there
which is not..its at the haw paw center infront of "SINGAPORE SHOPPING CENTER"!!!
went in at 1.33pm then i was informed tat the interview only starts at 3
so went in to fill in the application
went to the meeting room
and like 20mins later was chase away by a lady
asking me to come back at 3pm
so i walk out of the haw paw building and
went to PS went to this particular book store
and start reading a book(weird eh? i read YA! DUN BE AMAZED!)
a travel guide to taiwan
while keep looking at my fone for the time to come
around 2:44pm went back
loter around the corridor till 2:55pm
went in , to another meetin room
wait a min or 2
then this GUY came in (a girl was handling me till HE came in ..liewss)
this is so far.. my MOST formal Interview EVER!!!

the guy looking so high class
shoot alot of qns at me
while the 1st qns already KO-ed me
"wad will u do if a customer is yetting or shouting at you"
i speaked alot of things..yet it dint ans his qns..in the end
the ans was so simple..yet..i duno
the ans is ( BU NENG SHOU DE MIMI XD!!!!)
after shooting me tat qns
he shoot other qns like :
" Rate yourself in terms of Punctuality from 1-5 , 1 being the worst"
and
"Rate yourself from 1-5 regarding Working Attendance"
and
" How will u ensure your Call Quality?"

wah i kena stress by him..
he still dare ask me:

"Can U handle Stress? , Till wad level of Stress can u handle"
after all those shits
he said
"If Your shortnoticed we'll call u back for training, WITHIN THIS 2 WEEKS"
i feel sort of no hope liao..such coperate interview
ying... can i have that JLB job of yours now
after tat sms-ed weepeng and my cousin Iko
wakaka..chop my cousin's $ go makan..ask her
after work go PS meet me
after talking to weepeng and her
i went BACK to the bookstore
and look at the travel guide to TAIWAN again
well looks like i can state most of my plans to taiwan here
Lodging will be at near Tapei Mrt Station , from there can travel to XinMenDing
and back n for, den from Tapei mrt oso can travel to Shilin to try the famous Shilin Sausage which i saw 3 books have mention so far, from there oso can travel to XinYi, there's a Taiwan Takashimaya there xD! i wonder how it looks like since its next to a baseball center

Finally after starving 1 whole day
i meet up with My cousin and her BF who are getting marry soon...
funny enuff i dun see them as enemy( the fact i hate seeing couples still remain though)
after we metup they anyhow one ^%@#*@#%^*^%@#*
ask them where to eat
"anything lor u decide~"
liews.. i starve dao cannot say anything liao
finally her bf walk to this GelDare Coffee place
like coffee bean one..
She ordered for me a chocolate drink with Ice Cream duno how much
and a ..mushroom pasta still duno how much but i koe quite expensive
cos i NEVER had a meal at tat kind of place before
after finish the meal
talk to them awhile discuss about my future
and their future
heard they say she have juz tried on her wedding gown
hmm things are going fast
time flies dun it jie~
last time we still playing block catching,
stealing other ppl's shoes,
playing with guns
haha..and here we are now xD

well after breaking off with them at ps
i decide to went home,
den encounter this couple ah..
tat i really bth have to blog about..
i stand behind the bus they follow ( normal)
they stand infront of me (still normal)
due to the fact tat i am tall and cant hold the plastic handles
i hold the bar
the guy copied me( not normal)
the girl stare at me( abnormal)
after some guy move out and i sit his place
they move towards me cos i was at the end ( normal)
den after bus moving off they start to hug each other ( NORMAL TO THEMSELFS)
den after bus reach PIE they started kissing INFRONT OF EVERYONE AND STILL STANDING( SHAMELESS ACT OF AFFECTION!)
after reaching bukit panjang ppl get off and they sit next to me
after awhile they started TOUCHING EACH OTHER and keep staring at me( WTF?)
i was so pissed man.. but all i can do is play tat brick game i have in my phone
after i reach my stop den the terror ends
oh god.. why did the girl stare at me and why did the guy tried to copy me?
fark them ..still farking hate couples =)

Maths : Friday
Thrusday nite Ton to study maths
Distraction : Locked
Aims : Get As

end blog time: 12:44am
Quote of the day : I rather teach you to fish then feed you the fish

~ Secret ~

2007-08-10T00:33:00.000+08:00

time: 12:53am

Just came back from Marina Square

Went to watch Jay's 1st Directed Movie

( those who koe me will koe i'm a Jay Freak jus tat i dun act liek 1)

will do a review of it later on

but lets get back to today 1st

after watching the movie

we went to this ..

Magirita Bar next to Carl's Junior @ MS

and they give us the menu

i was liek...

O_O!!! everything @ least 11.90

mark offer to susidice for me the meal abit

so i ordered this:

Cheese the Chicken : $13.90

Cheese Over 2 Chicken Chop

mango juice and ZHAP all over

and Nacho

after tat i got my hands on some sniping action with tak's Sony DVcam

and experience 1st hand on how to use a DVcam to snipe ppl

hope i will have more experience with DVcam in the near future

the whole day on my head was the movie BUT i will only say after all this

after recording the fireworks

i say goodbye to the videocam, jorach , takunice and Mark

i n weepeng meet up with Xiang and gang

after that we went to to makan again though i nv makan ..so fat le still makan

bought a drink and sit down

den found out xiao bo oso saw bu neng shou de mi mi den talked to her about it lor

hmm anyway.. after tat take mrt go home

and here i am now

ok~ Time for my Review on the movie:

I feel as Jay's 1st Attempt at movie

he did a really great Job

settings, Music, Loveline basically the feel is there

and i feel the message he's trying to pass out is

the feeling of 1st love , the U CANT GET NOW feeling gotten back

i ask a few of my frens

which girl will they pick at 1st sight

most will pick her:

cos at 1st sight she's cute and all

after seeing the movie now i koe why jay pick her

Seems liek this girl contains something that most girls now doesnt

(well at least in the movies)

the unmaterialistic feeling, the 1st love feeling

shes from the past though..20Years ago

meaning its really hard to get one now..but do-able

i feel the msg he's trying to pass is

girls now.. are diff thats why he choose he love a girl 20yrs back

another thing about his this movie is

there are no cellphones used..meaning both times are quite old as well

i guess high tech oso has some doings to nowdays ppl

anyway i feel if u ppl

wan a good movie THIS IS IT!

i almost cry during the movie yet i din ( =/ no i'm not lying! )

this movie has impacted me alot of new thinking

about love now

seems liek alot of view towards love i will change

not becos of the girl in the movie

but becos of wad this movie has projected into my mind

i koe it will be really hard..but lets juz wait for the chapter to unrole shall we?

will buy the dvd/ Vcd to support his movie =)

tml will be FOOP final test and the FINAL DAY OF SCHOOL

after this will be a1week study break

till then with all the love in my heart now

i shall study harder instead of being so despo

all of u

i guarrateen!

SHALL SEE A NEW HAIKUAN!

TILL THEN

its

shhhh

不能说的秘密

2007-08-08T22:32:00.000+08:00

apparently
i'm still keep tracking ODEX's actions against illegal downloaders
today they have reveal tat they use some kind of Backtrackers from USA
and order a Court Order for our ISPs to reveal the kind of stuff we download
looks like the 17 letters they send out
all were fined from 3k - 5k
instead of getting a lawsuit
which will be like 20k+++

2007-08-08T02:35:00.000+08:00

FARK THE LAPTOP LA

FARKING GIMME SO MANI PROBLEMS

MY HANDSSSS

WADEVER TECHNOLOGY I TOUCH
WILL SPOLIT
NBCB fark la

Singapore's Anime World resolve to this

2007-08-06T22:07:00.000+08:00

HELLO PPL
TODAY I BRING REALLY BAD NEWS
TO ALL WHO LIKE TO DOWNLOAD AND WATCH ANIME
BEWARE
according to August 3 Newpaper
Some kid(9yr old ) has been caught for downloading anime
looks like the company ODEX are backtracking
ppl's history of download
2years till now

fines up to 10K PER ARTICLE ( 1 epd 10k)
or jail up to 5years

the following articles u will see is 100% true
so beware ppl

http://www.darkmirage.com/stuff/letter.pdf

http://www.riuva.com/astuff/letter.pdf

and a following article from the newpaper 3rd august:

Parents get shock letter
By Liew Hanqing
August 03, 2007

THE 9-year-old was caught illegally downloading Japanese anime online.

Now, the child's parents have received a letter from Japanese animated cartoons distributor Odex telling them to go the company's office to discuss the matter, if they don't want to face legal proceedings.

Similar letters were first sent out in May, when the company began cracking down on local Internet users who had been illegally downloading the cartoons.
Odex imports popular anime titles, such as Bleach, Inuyasha and D.Gray-man, from Japan.
Since May, the company has found the culprits to be mostly students. The youngest was just 9.
Mr Stephen Sing, one of Odex's directors, told The New Paper that though they had expected the bulk of illegal downloaders to be students, they didn't expect them to be so young.
When Odex sent out its first batch of 17 letters, it also posted warnings on anime forums against illegal downloading.
But these were 'not taken seriously', Mr Sing said.
He said they began sending out legal letters on a 'much greater scale' in June, catching many illegal downloaders by surprise. He declined to reveal the number of letters sent.
It is unclear whether all recipients were penalised, but Odex confirmed that it had taken action against some offenders.
One Sec 3 student, who declined to be named, said he received a letter from Odex in June. He was made to pay more than $3,000 in reimbursement to Odex. His parents had to cough up the amount.
He said: 'I was shocked that they had been able to track all my downloading activities from as early as March.'
The boy's father, a 47-year-old businessman, said that though he was shocked by the hefty penalty, he wasn't surprised.
He said: 'I think my son has learnt his lesson.
'However, I think more has to be done to educate parents on these Internet-related issues as well.'
The student added that though he had seen some warning posts on online forums about illegal downloading, he thought it 'wasn't that easy' to be caught.
He said: 'I heard from friends that if I downloaded anime using a particular peer-to-peer file sharing protocol, it would be difficult to track.'
Peer-to-peer file sharing allows users to download files in small information packets from multiple users, instead of a single source.

MISCONCEPTION

This is a dangerous misconception, Mr Sing said.
He said: 'There are ways to track downloading activities very easily.' He declined to elaborate.

In a copy of one letter sent to an illegal downloader obtained by The New Paper, the user was sent a list of files which he had illegally downloaded since March.
Mr Sing said that the company was meeting with each recipient of the warning letters.
Lawyers hired by Odex will determine the penalties, if any, on a case-by-case basis.

'Most of the Internet account holders are these students' parents who knew nothing about their children downloading anime. They were shocked,' he said.
He said that the company is in touch with the anime clubs of various schools and have given them notices to help students be better-informed.
Under the Copyright Act, users found guilty of wilful and significant downloads face fines of up to $20,000 and up to six months in jail.
The Act does not specify what constitutes a significant number of downloads.

bottomline:STOP DOWNLOADING ANYTHING!!!

Leisure Before War

2007-08-05T23:21:00.000+08:00

time: 11:23pm

phewww...

just return from orchard

wad a big day..

when to buy myself some boxers and boxer brief to try on >.<

and at the same time

we get a taste of the new Playstation 3

and the game : Midnight club i think..
well the graphics are really stunning

and i'm glad tat now PS3 uses wireless control

instead of the old and ez spolit wired 1

MiDnight Club , PS3 title

and pei xiang they all shop

Levis jeans : $139 , After discount : $112

after walking around CK tang we walk to Isetan

found out tat topman is having a sale..

their jeans only $40+ which at usual will cos 70++

from where i see it topman is a really exp brand for MAN

hmm i will buy bah..

when i have the $..which will come after exams

hope the sales is still on

den we walk to wisma to try this nonya rice:

Grilled Chicken Set : $6.00 , Has a Soup

After that walk around Far east Plaza ..time is around 9 so most of the shops has closed

but xiang they all manage to find a few shops where they try on clothes and stuff

after tat walk to the bus stop to light 190

after coming home

wee saw mumu online!!!

chat with her awhile

found out she misses weiling

which turns out to be veri disappointing....

weiling:

- Mumu's Girl

- Heartbroken girl

Weiling if your looking at this..

Pls OPEN YOUR EYES BIG BIG

and tell YOURSELF..HOW mani ppl u have disappointed?

and now its even harder to even contact u

asking u to see or hear us out really hard already

YAYA can understand

u got bf le

but...cannot even spent one min looking / talking at us?

only come to us only when u heartbroken?

when u sad!

when U LIKE IT!

den when we need u?

we wan to talk to u?

got bf dun need frens huh

now i koe why u lack of frens

becos of reason like this

......

if u are really watching this

pls do a self reflection

Deadlines

2007-08-02T22:26:00.000+08:00

time: 10:27pm

found out i got into : Computer Option

today has alot of tots i have to say before going to study outside

ren xin nan che
i have my fears for tml
nope its not regarding outside stuff
its maths
- fear
- lack of knowledge
- the 4 killer questions on fourier series
- intergation
- the exams is 3weeks near
- even on yr 2.2 there's still maths

its foop
- fear
- is submission deadline met?
- How long will it take for the program to work?
- the theory test is 1week away
- Yr 2.2 there will be Aoop
- More programming will involve
- cant make it for this one the others will die

its human relations
- tio kan by alot of ppl this week
- makes me think alot about how i should function
- I should really change myself
- or let myself disappear off
- i'm turning more n more psycho
- more lack of sleeps due to school work
- more wrong decision in life
- more ppl starting to develope hatred towards me
- more ppl starts to shun away from me
- more frens gone other courses

i guess tats all about i have to say bah time to go lester house to study liao

2007-08-02T13:39:00.000+08:00

basically those who dun understand wad i am doing from last time till current
i been giving out Clubbing tickets as a Whosgoing ambassador
wad issit u ask?
read:

Job of Scope – As an Ambassador to be

Objectives – To enable Ambassador to understand their job of scope to be

Role Description Summary:
Ambassador supports the image of WhosGoing, acting as a representative to the community out there. Providing minor marketing support to consumer of whosgoing.

Major Tasks, Responsibilities and Key Accountabilities
• Promoting things related to whosgoing and services available.
• Actively support whosgoing marketing strategies through proactive action.
• Assist in whosgoing management on appropriate PR strategies to support whosgoing.
• Other tasks as assigned.

Essential Functions :
• Tickets Giving of Event
• Promoting WhosGoing
• Participate in WhosGoing Event

Things To Note (Guideline):
• Communication: Demonstrates effective verbal and written communication skills in order to effectively give and receive information in a fast paced environment, and ability to speak in a clear, concise manner one-on-one or in a group setting.
• Customer Focus: ability and willingness to provide efficient, quality service to the customer. This includes maintaining a positive service orientation at all times. Strong ability to work under pressure, stay on task and follow through to completion.
• Professionalism: Maintaining composure and professionalism when working with customers.
• Adaptability/Flexibility: Ability to change or adapt work practices, priorities, or procedures, or to reschedule activities in response to changing conditions or multiple work demands.
• Product knowledge: Demonstrating and maintaining a thorough working knowledge of public relations as it pertains to WhosGoing.
• Planning/Organizing: Ability to set priorities, plan and coordinate work activities, and obtain and manage resources so that objectives are accomplished on time.

Rewards :

• Free Entry to Club
• VIP treatment at Club
• Free tickets entry to Club for friends
• Priority queue
• Guest list
• Enriching Social Life
• Knowing New Friends

Aspiration - To make WG a better place by promoting and community benefit from u people ya

Mission- To create a enjoyable fun value for u people though free party and communication

Lessons from Life

2007-07-31T00:30:00.000+08:00

timed: 12:31am

I've learned alot of things from bros today
thank you guys for this valuable lesson that taught me so much about wad is love
and how to use it...
how to channel it into the proper channel so as not to recevie more internal injuries
i hope tat i will changed after today's scolding
so i can be smarter then yesterday =)

sometimes we just have to do some self reflecting and
alot alot of self-discipline

Price of Peace?

2007-07-27T01:26:00.000+08:00

timed: 1:26am

Just got back to home thanks to laurence to lend me the group's $ for cab
without him i couldnt get home at all at least till next morning
den i realise....how sucks i am
and how mani benefactors i have around me
tat saved me before:

- Shun Long ,without him i wouldnt koe how to play bball, without him i would have die at home the 2yrs my mom was gone cos he steal food gimme eat

- Peng Zhi, Without him i wouldnt know dav and the rest of the gang further prospering my social circle and at times saving me @ money crisis

- Ah Guang(cousin) ,if he nv lend me the 2k for laptop i really duno how to survive in poly though he's arrogrant and really look down on me

- Ah mei (cousin), If she nv lend me the $100 that time i would really be struck at esplande till the next day and finding jobs , organising family outings..

- Laurence, @ 1st he sucks and is unwilling to help, as the time goes by, i learn to handle business get consignments and was taught studies by him also saved me from alot of $ occassions

- Xiang , taught how to be ZAI, stay on the positive side more, getting to be more socialable, oso another $ crisis saver

- Takumi/Raymond, Learn me in the workforce tat wearing mask is nessasry, saved me from alot of high cost $ crisis , yet another victim of the heartache but already heal and ready to go from where i see it

- Weepeng, His cab service from his dad and his willingness to join me as an ambassador and enjoy all the moments(at least most of the moments tgt), Taught me brotherhood

- Mumu , probably the 1st girl that i talked online and become my 1st xiao mei mei, we learn alot of lessons from each other though alot of them came from pain and considering the fact we nv meet before, all crisis saved and rescued was only words but did deliver the action to one's self

- Weiling, Looking even brighter side, her innocent eyes which we saved taught me tat her life has alot of more chances not her her to waste but for her to review her sort of "newlife"

timed:1:45am

before i board the cab however, was damm suay,
went to the bustop, last bus gone
went to mrt last mrt gone
sms fynn , she with her frens
den laurence call me asking whether i catch the last bus,
which ended up saving me
after discussing with laurence how he will save me
- Take cab go his house he pay
i went to bridge to see anyone is around cos saw them previously going to the bridge
saw vannessa and seductive..
on war ah.. there are always victims of the war
talked to her awhile
notice tat she was unhapi with the current state now oso
seeing the thing going on
its really painful
but i will try my best to let everyone be hapi
i know..ultimately i will be the one left unhapi..cos i just did juz now..
go eat...tried to kill myself by eating alot fail attempt..
den went to mos..met up with laurence they all..
sit outside mos..slack there...
go in...with HYPE..
go in pall mall room..packed..
tried to get drinks for laurence they all....cant ..went out of stock...
gave up..saw shawnMNL notice tat he still remember me..nice guy him
nowdays clubbing for me...
i go in see the crowd..den i see myself..
its like dun blend in..i'm all alone..everyone is enjoying except me..
how to enjoy..wan to drunk..problem still there how to enjoy..
no $ to buy drink how to enjoy..sober right after drunk..
reality kick me in the balls like a baseball bat hit an egg..
being mocked, being laughed at...can say used to it liao..
my duty is to make everyone laugh i guess or do i have a duty..
is i itchy backside wan go poke in other business when ppl seem to hate me as much
all i can do is wear a mask and put on a smile nth much to do...
i feel after all this...i still am where i started bah.. i nv actually left square 1 at all
all i did was look far..i din act far
seeing how vanessa trying to rub away the tears from her eyes.. i realise..how much we both missed the past..
the times that we all really enojy tgt even though we are so farking senseless and tupid it was fun..now all i see is..i.......
i really duno was i see now...
i cant open my eyes right now....

lockdown from clubbing and spent excessive $ till after exams thanks
any outings and expensive outing count me out
3weeks from wad the teacher said in the email..it gives a really painful yet powerful impression on me:

Put in your best effort and put away all distraction for these few weeks. Focus on your studies and sacrifice your leisure. Prove to yourself that you can actually achieve more than you can imagine. EVERYONE of us has the potential if only we TRY. Start right NOW before it is too late.

Point Of View

2007-07-26T00:52:00.000+08:00

timed: 12:51am

Just got back from drinking with takumi and the rest

but today is fynn bday so
though its over her bday liao but here it goes:
HAPI BDAY TO FYNN!
HAPI BDAY TO FYNN!
HAPI BDAY TO FYNN!
HAPI BDAY TO FYNN~
whooooooo~
fynn - 21 yrs old, Manager of the pet shop in Jurong East
- holds Nitec Cert in Office
- Can TATATATATA more then me
- Probably the 1st few ambassadors who din give out tickets
- A cutie pie by herself no need custard or any other food

HAPI BDAY TO LEON
HAPI BDAY TO LEON
HAPI BDAY TO LEON~
HAPI BDAY TO YOU~~~~

- Leon Wong, ORD-ed Ns men, duno how mani years old
- Has a Leon tatoo on his hand
- Same Bday with fynn
- Can handle alot of alcholo
- Same surname as me
- HR executive of sedcutive

its good to see people having the same bdays and celebrating tgt isnt it?

after talking to takumi on the cab..
i realise..
alot of us missed the past
some include

- I miss Vanvan ( can tell from tat day she was unhapi, but duno reason nia.. hope the coming KTV session can cheer her up)
- I miss the chalet(vinvin's farking drunk and door slamming moments)
- I miss the HAUS HAUS moments(where all the sniping begins)
- I miss that time we all sitting down at bridge and drink becos we are hapi

times changed ppl change
i'm adapting to changes i dun even know according to tak..
but i..always only think of the past..
how we enjoy ourselfs in the past..no worries..
juz now get off from the cab.. i sit on the rest..
and realise..my suffering juz begin
which include

from the past till now:
- force by parents to go tution(effective future)
- seeing parents quarrel and leaving the house(affective)
- becos of a tenant parents quarrel and cut the house fone(affective)
- killing all my fishes and realising they were just playing in the end (effective)
- using chopper to threaten my mom in the end uncle use chopper chase me back(effective)
- getting good grades during primary school and getting scholarship(effective)
- Realising my mom suddenly hate my frens (affective)
- Using broom to get my fren out of the house(affective)
- Making me hate her for awhile(affective)
- Mom left the house, Dad go overseas , alone in the house starve for 3days(effective)
- Broke dao have to tell shop ppl tat i have no $ to pay them(affective)
- Adapting to my new life as a Sufferling(effective)
- Mom came back to the house after i suffered for 2yrs with my dad who farked up my life by starving me in the house and making me do laudry(really effective)
- Deciding who is the real enemy in the house(effective)
- Work so hard in factory in the end $ dad lent and nv return(effective)
- Having a broken family that nv connects anymore(affective)
- mom hates dad hates mom(painful)
- nv believe there is love in the family(affective

i guess there's too mani to name liao..
but for me.. i guess the suffering just started
as more crisis will pop up..most of them ..as usual..money / women

my Relationship wasnt a success story either
sufferings include:

- Crying infront of the monitor becos was threaten to break
- Having fear till dun dare to online and face the music
- having no hope in love feeling that everything bad will REcycle again
- Hating to see couples in the street till islolate myself by staying @ home
- given false hope
- being looked down at by whole other family becos of my background even though i tried so hard to proof them wrong
- trying to drunk myself in alcholo but resulting in only puking moments
- Trapped in the past of heartaches
- Lost confidence in relations
- Becoming money minded

i guess tats about it bah..
masks everyone is wearing them everyday now den i understand
secerts...they are just part of wad the masks has installed with
even though u how much hate the person ..
if u need his/her talent u have to treat him like a human..
suddenly remember all the sufferings

here's another 1 :
in school:

- being bullied by smaller kids and snapping back den they call their parents while i have no phone cannot call
- Invited the wrong set of frens to come my house to steal my toys and $
- antisocial in school no one wan to mix around with me
till primary 6 then my life starts to show some light
but in secondary school:

- Being bullied cos i'm fat n really ugly.
- Even ugliest girl in my class has the right to insult me
- being call fool even though i was top of the class
- fight next to next with a classmate
- Crying cause i lost

again till sec 3 den it started to show some light:

- Being framed that i like a certain girl , den behind insulted n hated by tat girl for 2yrs
- People recongnise me as THE BRAINS and started to take and copy answers from me
- Receive awards for my studying efforts
- starting to slim down
- changing from 16X-17X-183
- Getting alot of stamina cos every 3days PE
- Getting reconginition from the Art teacher tat every hates
- Playing playstation the whole study week and getting top in N lvl in school
- beating everyone who din and did study hard in class
- getting $ for this efforts

after this comes my ITE life:

- Getting to know the meaning of Brotherhood
- Getting a few khakis tat will follow me everyday in school
- Getting fitter as playing basketball becomes a everyday thing

after this is my Poly life:

- Getting backstab and knowing underground relationship
- Knowing a fren broke up out of fear of me
- Knowing the group study thingy is still on as there are ITE allies in the class
- Knowing Love wasnt the only thing i can live for

den comes 2nd yr(which is now):

- Genius dun click with ppl like me
- Everyman for himself , U die your business
- U nv come, why should i care, i'm your schoolmate nia
- business was as ez as "Hi, I'm from Ngee Ann Poly , do u do consignment?"
- Money was my 2nd factor for a new lease of life

after a sort of summary of my current life.. which is liek so dammm long
i feel.. the suffering wil still go on..
untill i earn some big bucks tat is..
now all i need to do now is ...study real hard
as maths CCT is coming

i know tat

- I will miss MuMu
- I will miss Fynn
- I will miss Peifen
- I will miss Peng
- I will miss Tak
- I will miss the gay acts tat mark created
- I will miss my old class
- I will miss being a Heart doctor myself instead of being a patient right now

2007-07-21T19:27:00.000+08:00

- The Sales -

timed: 8:14pm

its been awhile since i last blogged
Was MIA becos had to setup a booth in school
selling 77th street bottles, membership
and a few suppliers that laurence hooked up with
i believe we have loss quite a bit of sum in it although it hasnt been calculated
anyway..
ytd (friday)
was the last day of the sales.
too bad tat will be the last time i'll be working with tat
evangeline babe. next weds will see her again.
After we close the booth tat day.
We walk n search till we find a place
where we open to drink the blackwood vodka tat kennard n laurence bought.
Thanks to takumi who send me a bottle of chivas though i wanted small bottles of absokute vodka to keep n drink too bad he told me was for his collection.
But i feel it was too generous of him to gimme tat bottle of 12yrs Chivas.
i feel i dun deserve something this good from such a good guy
maybe i am thinking too much bah.

Anyway we when to the convention center's lift area where no one is and sat there to drink. Xiao bo and the gang insist on drinking the chivas tat tak gimme
but i kinda heart pain cos its a gift from him..and sharing with them
den i tot to myself..he share more bottles with us before and spread the love.
so after we TATATTATATATATATATATATA finish the blackwood vodka on regular glass cup
they force me to open the chivas which i insisted we only open 1/2 becos
most of the guys were party drunk...this wasnt the worst part..
the worst part was we ARE already drunk and IN THE SCHOOL..
if anything/ anyone came by n saw tat..i'm sure we will kena alot of shit..
anyway after TA-ing finish the vodka ..we ta 1/2 the chivas till i cant take anymore then i stop...seeing all of them already mabok...
weepeng call his dad to fetch him ..
i already in a mabok state of my own ..told him to fetch us as well
den kennard who was semi dead drunk broke the glass statue tat his teamates bought for the stall..the swan legs kena broke into pieces..
den at the moment we faster keep our chivas liao..
up came the security guard..and tell us to keep it down..
heng he nv see the chivas bottle ah..arbo tio liao...
den laurence walk kennard n other guy leonardo..to the toilet
to vomit ..
while we make too much noise and was chase off by the security
trying to act normal i took the bags and stuff and walk out..
with all the bling bling stuff and my bag we walk out of the convention drunk..
back came lau and the gang..
den came weepeng's dad taxi..
we Had to act normal to get into his cab...
on the way home we all act like we're tired and stuff
kennard who cannot take it anymore...
Foam at the taxi..but was rescued by weepeng's dad plastic bag..
he puke on the plastic bag...den after reach my house he came out to puke..
i went up home..drop my stuff run to the toilet strip naked and sleep there -.-"
of cos i gt close toilet door la..den i slp around 30mins the water pouring n pouring i woke up..setup my bed at the living room and..fall asleep..
was woken up by my mom around 11pm dad bought back to me a pack of rice from his stall..his new Hainanese style Curry rice stall i must add..den i ate and drank the plum juice after tat..i open laptop..see American pie 5..after see finish...
the FEELING CAME!!..the Pukish feeling.. i went to the toilet n foam..
out came wad i just ate..with some still remaining in my body..i walk back to my laptop..drink some hot water..1/2 hour later PUKE again.. go toilet puke out the water and plum juice i had earlier (sorry ah abit disgusting)
den i go take the anti-puke powder and have some..10mins after..i Puke !
this time i think.. i dun wan let it out like tat..i shit it out...
after shit finish..I PUKE AGAIN!!! FARK!!!
but this was the last puking i had..i see my handphone 3am..
i apply some axe oil and went to sleep..
6.45am was awoken by laurence call...
told me to get ready..den go 77th street give back our stocks..
i woke up and told my mom to get me some tea..she makes a cup of tea and i have it...
with the tot.. WILL I PUKE AGAIN?.. den after finish the drink...sms camed
"new update: 9am den go"...i was like...7am ...nnb wake me up so early den delay..
well i went to take bus @ 9am..den another sms camed: " evangeline say the man who pay us nv came".. i was like issit cancel then cannot call me..
i get to the payphone cos my phone is terminated and rang up lau..
we changed the plans to go return stock to eddie( the guy who consigned us quality rings which i'm wearing 1 now =) ).
i meet up with laurence and this is his side of story for the nite:

apparently kennard n laurence got in back in the cab after i left
and laurence started to feel pukish
weepeng handled him a plastic bag to puke ..
in his farken drunk mode his miss q and puke all over the taxi..
after tat they reach yew tee and kennard decides to stop off with laurence at his home..they Puke the way out of the taxi..
weepeng's dad taxi littered with their puke return to weepeng's home
den weepeng and his dad had to clean up the cab like 2hours..
while kennard n laurence went home empty handed..kennard sit on laurence's neighbour corridor sofa..and PUKE again..puke all over the sofa...den they reach laurence's doorstep kennard decided not to go into his home but sit and his doorstep
and they PUKE tgt no the doorstep..
dumbass laurence ..changed into a Clean set of clothes and PUKE ON HIS NEW CLOTHES AGAINS!!!!! xD!!!! DUMB FARK!!!
they lay at laurence house till 12am..den laurence dad gave kennard $10 to take cab home.. kennard who was abit fine went back home..
i tot he will land up at hospital becos of alcholo poisoning in the end he dint..which was good..cos he dun look veri good from where i leave them..his face as red as monkey's ass..
.........

back to the main part...
i meet up with laurence and meetup with weepeng..we talk talk talk..
den there's this lady ask us to keep our volume down..
weepeng who was usual pissed with ppl disliking his actions
scolded the lady ..when she was on her earpiece..
i duno whose wrong or right i see no end to this arguement if it starts cos its a public area anywhere freedom of speech.
den we went to eddie's place.. which was not open yet...when to LONG JOHN SILVERS to have their 1inch thich toast which i only ate before ..twice..miss it man..it taste owns..den laurence the gay ass feeling too cold had to head out..we go to near where eddie's stall is and sit down to have some katong laksa...
later again we were chased away by the hawker operator who already cleaned up our food and the table was empty...
came eddie
restock check back to him
chatted with him ..
find out tat we will have a chance to do business tgt again next time..
which will come really soon..
go to sim lim..
find kok eng and chatted with him lau wan to help him by buying something from him
giving him comission to earn ..which he rejected...maybe he too rich liao..

anyway bye bye zen bro whom i had spent like 2 times with him nia..
he's a veri socialable guy..
which most girls will love to have and he's rich handsome..
probably second 2 tak..went back to aus to study for his degree
will see him again in 4mths time..miss ya man!..

i'have learned today tat..if u cant drink and want to drink tat much
this is wad u get la..
PUKE. FOAM. PAIN.
nothing else ..
from the pro-drinker
maybe like mumu or peng ( who will be dying in ns soon)
i'm kinda useless drinker
all i had is like 4 cups of ta-ing ON the rock vodka
and 2 cups of chivas
compare to peng's 2 bottle of martell each..
we liek heaven n hell..
lucky when i was High i still manage to walk back home
CLEAN..WITHOUT PUKE !.. NV PUKE ON MYSELF/ MY SHIRT / MY PANTS/ MY DICK
they wanted to have tat kinda chance again ..duno when ..but they say they will buy..
i feel its wasting $ lor...buying booze and drink becos our business didnt gain much..
drink for stress...
not drink for hapiness...
like tat time at MOS... i drink so much..and was ABIT high..after 1 hour later i was sober liao..and the problems i have forgotten for the past hour
came back to haunted me..although fynn was beside me still i feel..
girl..i need to have an income to court girls..arbo no $ no talk..
not say i'm gay or not into girls..but now the money issue is getting everywhere into my life..all of my past failures all lead to $..becos of lack of $ i miss alot of stuff..naturally now tat i have business to attend to.. i kinda happi managing the business watching $ came in but only 20% of the whole earning will be ours.. which again will be divided into all of us..around 5 ppl..money this time wasnt money..was accompiment..was something tat i hapi work for and earn ..even though i koe the sum is small..i know this is a good start to a bright future..the only drawback was...i had to skip lesson for this shit..my attendance which was already on debarment... had to take some risk ..

too mani words too little time...
i have to go shit now..
GAMBATEH $!!!

2007-07-15T20:11:00.000+08:00

I am worth $1,378,880 on HumanForSale.com
How much are you worth?

2007-07-01T07:19:00.001+08:00

The Vampire'a Life

timed: 6:51am

saw weepeng's tag koe i have to update my blog liao
but wth only few ppl are watching

copy tis new jay MV from mark's blog.
will try to link it up later tgt with ying's

after the opening school week...
oh man so full of shit

marks are all over my msn but for those tat nv notice
here it is:

FOOP & ACDA : 75
DEL : 59
Maths : 50
TP: 28.5/50

Some Minor School problems faced:

Intelligent Assholes
Debarment from EM3A , MATHS : 2weeks from now an interview
Late issue: will try to solve this issue by tml
I&E moduel : cannot get supplier have to look harder den usual
Maths test : in 2 weeks time, with nth in my head, i completely duno the subject
Soon to be annouce : Debarment from TP as well ..again a factor of late issue again
the Hey Gorgous shit tt will soon be on TV
yeah~ everyone is see the yandaos, the chiobus den the ugly, the fats leh? _|_ to tt show ok?

Some present surprizes :

1. Weepeng got me a HUA-AH handphone strap from taiwan Thx man =)
2. Friday Lunch i played Bball in school instead of eating like a pig
3. i pass every subject without need for re-test, tt reduce some of my shit
4. i tried SUBMARINE(tiger beer+ chivas) and got high( well at least 1 hr)
5. i got advices from taxi driver which could possiblily change my life
6. Tak's n mark's advices
7. someone from my OLD UNGRATEFUL guild add me on msn (duno how she get my email..hmm)
8. Understand more things today than ytd
9. nothing much liao everything was shit after all this

still feel crap up when i see the shitload of your blog
though i dun hate u so much now
seeing ur suffering

WAKAKAKAK!!! I AM EVIL!!
I AM A VAMPIRE!!!

was searching for jobs online
den i came across this
http://www.advertsalemedia.com/index.php?option=com_onlineads&Itemid=&scom=reg
i will reg it...right after i get my bank book no.
in the afternoon or something
later will be going out with tak/raymond they all for chilling session
yet another guy has identify me as a female person...
nb..
time to cut hair again liao lor

End of the week:

not only symbolises that
Death Note Anime has come to an end
yes yes KIRA die.. but ryukk nv write his name in the note
(is the farking mastuda go shot him lor)
epd 37

It oso says tt GST UP 1 more %
duno by year wad the GST will be high enuff to kill ppl
and our SGD exchange rate will be like
SGD = USD
wah tt time.. duno how mani singaporean gona live in bangala
due to being too poor liek myself..
with tat said.
i have to save up for the following:

**** bday : Kbox
Ying Bday : 14th july
Fynn bday : 25/26th Kbox/Sakura session

and a few minor things tat i failed to pay:

M1 fone bills: duno how much
Starhub net bills : Unknown
School fees : 90.30 must put into bank by July 7 if not another $15 fined
CPF fee: 30.XX same put into bank

always trapped in the money circle
after learning from tak
i feel i must get tt freaking license shit
and work tt profession
tt will still be long though

timed: 7:02am

duno whether i wan to slp anot
maybe not bah rot myself out now
so hot cant slp oso..
*gones*

2007-06-12T23:46:00.000+08:00

Double Trouble

time: 11:49pm

today ran away from home went back
found out mom act normal
farking pissed
din talk to her

went out with sl,dav n pengzhi they all
mom gave $10
buy vegetable with it

post on forum
play GE
dad came back
tot he's the good guy
in the end sit down and told me about the
farking kallang shit again

told me i was selfish
fark u too asshole!
if u haven gamble so much we will land up in tis shit?
if u kena 10k u think about the family den ur shitty gamble
tis will happen?
if u haven farking get it into ur head
tt ur 57yrs old
ur already farking out and still duno how to think about the family?
fark u la hor
now u n her liao
wan to move hor?
well done
nice one hor
i guess i have to use my plan liao
i'm gona stay with yi ma they all
u all can move to kallang la hor
dun care about it liao

fark it

2007-06-11T16:03:00.000+08:00

MOVING?

time:4:03pm

woke up..
dad quarrel with mom
dad bang lock on door badly
and curse till he go down the lift

mom..
looking at no one to scold back
target me to scold
scold n scold n scold
den 2:00pm she went out

3:00pm she return with 2 fark heads
found out they were seeing my flat
cb knn farkheads
when i saw them i tot were relative
in the end they were flatsee-ers
cb one my mother
always do thing nv inform ppl
knn
farking pissed now

she wan move house oso nv tell me
nv inform my dad..
in the end my dad walk out of angry now i oso
at shun long house
alot of tots running in my head
why wan to move?
i tot u were the one say no $ to move one?
fark the house la got ghost issit?
got ghost bring gimme see la..nbcb
i decided not to go home today
stay outside la
fark the house..
always wan to move?

got think of my feeling mah
my school how?
my frens how?
fark the work la..
who say only farking kallang got work?
i find work for u liao now u have to do tis..

only tot about urself la nbcb
always close door windows close
u think the fish will live?
u nv take care properly the fish will live?
fark la hor

i koe u wun farking read my blog mom
so fark u
u wan to move u move la..
i will think of ways to stay in cck de
u dun fark with me can liao..
without dad approve
u oso cant move
u oso LL!
nbcb

so nice ah..arrange everything liao den
move the way u wan it isnt it?
cant u at least let me study finish ?
fark head

u wanted to move?
did u ever think of me?
for my good u move
u ever think u move to farking kallang with
farking aunties
more quarrel..
everyday see quarrel u like?
farking kallang all farking industries area u like?
den farking suits u la hor

i ain farking move
if u farking see tis..
there's a will there's a way
and i will find a way hor
farking kallang is sucide land for me
go there even got more quarrel more ppl to support u
of cos u like...
at here u have no say
at there
everyone will protect ur say..
everywhere in cck gt ghost right
so cannot stay here..
den the neighbours leh..
why they nv kena..
why they prosper more than u?
why u nv go farking think?

ah fark u la
dun ever think about moving to farking kallang bitch
cos i dun ever wan to live in tt shit i rather go jurong
or somewhere nice
nbcb
kallang u wan to move..
den u move lor
dun drag the uninterested ppl in hor

for the meanwhile
i will stay @ shunlong house for 1day or so
i koe at home when dad get back
will have war again..
but the war who create 1?
who wans to move?

i have thought about it already
u move.
i move some where else
or u move.
i quit school and move to farking place with u
=)

either one will do me no good
but is u force me one
i wun go n die..
but i will be a useless person juz like u guys

no cert
no education
duno how to read n speak english
no ppl wan u to work

u like right?
den go ahead n move

farking bitch

2007-06-10T21:37:00.000+08:00

Saddness

time: 9:41pm

Was browzing through WG forum
as i got back from MIA
and i notice edison step down liao.. sian
looks like there gona be some major changes around HYPE liao

the thread tat got me looking was the Saddness thread
as the title for today is

here it goes:

It's easier for you to walk away, than it is for you to reach out to me.
It's easier for you to look away, than it is for you to see the depth of my despair.
It's easier for you to look through me, than it is for you to see "me."
It's easier for you to distance yourself, than it is for you to really care.
It's easier for you to hear, than it is for you to listen.
It's easier for you to judge, than it is for you to understand.
It's easier for you to label, than it is to get acquainted.
It's easier for you to bask in your joy, than it is for you to feel my pain.
It's easier for you to bewilder at my mysteries, than it is for you to probe deeply into the depths of my soul.

It's easier for me to look away, than it is to let you see the feelings betrayed through my eyes. It's easier for me to cry, than it is for me to talk.
It's easier for me to walk alone, than it is to risk rejection.
It's easier for me to push you away, than it is for me to be held.
It's easier for me to distance myself, than it is to trust that you won´t hurt me.
It's easier for me to die, than it is for me to face life's challenges.

It's hard for me to smile when I am hurting.
It's hard for me to talk when you won't understand.
It's hard for me to reach out when I need help the most.

If only you'd really look at me and see who I am.
If only you cared enough to reach out when I push you away.
If only you'd hold me, without asking why.
If only you'd acknowledge the validity of my feelings.

ever felt this way? (:

this was my respon to the thread:

It's easier for you to walk away, than it is for you to reach out to me. << kena before

It's easier for you to look away, than it is for you to see the depth of my despair. << kena before It's easier for you to look through me, than it is for you to see "me."

It's easier for you to distance yourself, than it is for you to really care. << kena before

It's easier for you to hear, than it is for you to listen. << kena before

It's easier for you to judge, than it is for you to understand.<< kena before

It's easier for you to label, than it is to get acquainted.

It's easier for you to bask in your joy, than it is for you to feel my pain. << kena before alot

It's easier for you to bewilder at my mysteries, than it is for you to probe deeply into the depths of my soul.

It's easier for me to look away, than it is to let you see the feelings betrayed through my eyes. << kena before

It's easier for me to cry, than it is for me to talk. < true

It's easier for me to walk alone, than it is to risk rejection. << agreed

It's easier for me to push you away, than it is for me to be held. << i dun push

It's easier for me to distance myself, than it is to trust that you won´t hurt me. << Strongly agreed

It's easier for me to die, than it is for me to face life's challenges. << no way i'm positive

It's hard for me to smile when I am hurting. << 笑容勉强不来 , 爱深埋珊瑚海

It's hard for me to talk when you won't understand. << basically 95% of humans dun understand wat i am saying 50% of the time

It's hard for me to reach out when I need help the most. <
If only you'd really look at me and see who I am. << "Ur fatter now!" -.-"

If only you cared enough to reach out when I push you away. << nv kena before

If only you'd hold me, without asking why. << din got tat chance before

If only you'd acknowledge the validity of my feelings. << once in a blue moon

Hope all of u viewing can do the same reply tis threat and post it on your own blogs
But dun use Singlish TY dun copy me

2007-06-07T11:39:00.001+08:00

2 Days Later

time: 11:39am

i've been awake for the past 2days now
i'm going nuts

after dose and dose of coffee
i cant get to slp liao

wad is worst..
now when i try to slp

everyone around me is doing some shit tt
makes me cannot slp
minor noises..ppl snoring
wah lau eh

not angry oso angry la...
i'm so pissed now
maybe cos is 2 days nv slp

DEL : Digital Electronics Paper @ 4:00pm - 530pm
i'm afraid and know tt i wun get any rest from now...
i'm afraid my body will give up on me now..
experiencing minor cramping and lack of movement now...
my body is feeling so light..
tt it can reject my soul now..
i feel i can hit anyone and do anything
much like hostel part2
which i juz viewed in the morning

for the past few days

monday:
TP : Telecommunications Principle 4:00pm - 5:30pm ,
- said to be the killer of all subjects in my dept
- peng will assume it HIS TP
- The Lesson at class that i will always nv listen and slp throughout or play com
- the teacher using old book to teach and even older methods of teaching
- the teacher tt on concentrate on wad u do etc.(play com , talk cock) instead of the lesson more
- the subject that so far i koe 3 seniors have to retake and its their 3rd attempt

1st day to pia studies:
keep on doing past yr paper till the next day
and book room and do rest n do somemore

tuesday:
EM3A : Engineering Maths 3A 8:30am - 10:00am
- My weakest subject since Secondary School
- If peng/dav were to study tis they could own me easily
- alot of shitty formulas and alot more not shown
- The foundation in Engineering
- Probably the last Maths i'll ever study

2nd day :
5:30pm release ..6reach home
1105pm rush for the last bus to get the mac
830am exam on the next day
unable to rest till i at least can do the 1st page
dint manage to rest

wednesday :
ACDA : Analogue Circuits Design & Applications 4:00pm - 5:30pm
- foundation From AEL : Analogue Electronics
- Another Circuit drawing , Resistor calculating subject
- Probably no one failed tis subject so far

3rd day :
1130am fang
12pm went home
finally manage to rest
slept at 3
woke up at 9
and get my ass off to mac again @ 10pm tis time

thrusday (today) :
DEL : Digital Electronics 4:00pm - 5:30pm(and i still haven get some slp yet )
- I learned it in ITE so i'll have the upper hand in the front
- Easily learned by they all easily they could own me
- Mastering the 1st few chapters is sub sub water
- Interesting Lecture that i wun fall asleep on

4th day:
After 4 doses of coffee
2 dose of tea
i was unable to get sleep
and wad is worst
i'm already having voices in my head already
i am unable to do judgement on things now
becoming part time zombie now

Friday :
FOOP : Fundamentals of Object Oriented Programming 11:00am - 1230pm
- Commonly known as C#
- Foundation came from C+
- 2 page long exam paper with MCQ
- only worth 10% of the marks in the subject
- must be retaken if failed even though its worth 10% weightage

comments to myself:
CAN I EVEN LIVE TO TAKE TIS EXAM CONSIDERING THE TEMPER AND ENERGY I HAVE NOW!!!!!!

now i have recorded snoring of alvin in my fone
and they filming something really bo liao oso..
probably they will post it up on youtube like they said

time now is 12:17pm

around less than 4hours till exams
i haven started doing any revision on DEL as i tot i have the upper hand
now den i notice i have alot of enquires too
after all tis exams are over...
i resume my net liao
gona play the Granado Espada liao
hope holiday got work to do
den can pay back all my debts..
own so mani ppl $ now...

my house electri got cut again..
as usual...
and dad go and open it again as usual
we're all trapped in the rat race of bills now

i juz settled the internet bill
cos mom gave me $ to pay it
my hp is gona get cut again oso soon
they say they gona gimme untill 08june
den they cut
which is tml...
haiz i own so mani bills...
the holiday for me to work is really vital
if no work on those days..
really can go die liao
i oso wan to go out with u all
i oso wan to drink
i oso wan to chiong
i oso wan to pay for the food myself
but i cant..
den i rather not eat that much
i rather not chiong tat much
i rather not drink n go drink tapwater
no $ so stay @ home
sorry guys
but oso good no burden for u all to worry about $
and totally focus on the fun factor

i ask u to get me something when u travel
and u did and i am surprise
and i din expect that u get him too..
i guess i'm juz a doll
being used by u..
the advices that the ppl i koe gave me
all pointin to the fact tt
i must escape u using me
so i must use u 1st for now
i shall limit my help to u
and focus on U helping me
since now i know what u wan
but u had no idea wad i wan
or wad i am up to
time shall reveal all
i have no desires for ur heart now
ever since
tat day i koe i was being used purely
i know i have to koe more ppl
instead of focusing on u liao
for now ...
i only convert my anger
my vengence
my foolish
my naive natural
to study powers

i must thank u
for helping me save on books
thanks for giving them to me
and lending me those precious note of urs to me
and..AHHH wan to say wad here oso not safe
duno whose watching oso..
well

mumu:
I'll get back to u @ the holidays( hopefully)
Ur doing fine without me for the time being
u did stay positive =)

yan:
Thanks for ignoring those msg that i sent to u
and ignoring my presence

edison:
i'll get back to post on the forum ASAP

peng:
limbei ai holiday liao..
now can gay with u liao
1st thing i wan now..
KTV session u koe the place
u koe the soups
u koe the drinks
and most of all u koe the songs( or u better )

awp:
Be sure to get me some shit when u return from taiwan man

laptop:
for the past few days u have been my companion to keep me awake

myself :
DOTA 6.44b liao 6 new heroes but all like crap
cant wait for Resident Evil: Resurrection to come
now tt hostel part 2 sucks and hills have eyes 2 oso nowhere better
i wan psp . i oso wan buy mp3
but both i have no $. if got work i can combine $
with kennard to buy tt $70 5GB mp3 player ( sg.creative.com/sales)
hope DEL is easily but revision is a must
must not be too confident everytime i be
i will lose badly
though i desire girls
i still cant get it
i cant get over my low selfesteem i cant get girls
after friday i will be able to rest til god koes when
i seriously believe the study group we formed
or we the peeps in yr1 now yr2 though separated by difff class now
we still come out to study tgt
i hope tis can last till we grad
we help each other to progress
we progress as a group
not solo
not like some ppl i koe whom i lazy to name

wish me luck for DEL today and FOOP tml
*cheers*

2007-05-30T15:01:00.000+08:00

Get Better

timed:3:02pm

my days get worst as the times goes
even though u all may not be viewing tis blog animore
becos of the boredom tis guy created in tis little website

everyone around me
is taking revenge on me now...
everywhere i see now..
everyone who talked to me now
every soul..who throughout mock n insulted at me..
feeling so despair..
i din wan to pick up her call last nite at 3am
i told myself..
if she call up n kan me
i will hangup
and nv contact her
but she din
abit off wad i expected

days are really bad towards exams:
- fish dead
-Internet further reduced
-mocking peeps
- anti sociality
...

i have forgotten how to smile liao...
cant bring myself to be hapi
maybe tis feeling will last for awhile only
i dun koe..
no use getting myself sad oso..
maybe i'm more of ..
angry
now at some class doing self study myself..
din wan to ask the teacher for any help...

i din koe why oso i juz feel so alone nw

for mumu :
mumu do go stay with ur mom
and take care of her
i wish her speedy recovery

for ying:
long time no catch up
duno wad is and wad was now

for mao:
31may
hapi bday to you =)

for peng:
ur going into ns soon
dun keep working enjoy urself while u can now

for yin:
if u really found ur love
and decided not to go clubbing animore
pls tell me

for yan:
if u think he's the one...
den go for it
i will when u face me
u will always zzz one
so find someone who can make u hapi and stay hapi

for myself to myself:
embrace yourself
the storm is upon us

2007-05-24T14:06:00.000+08:00

Scattered

time: 2:09pm

so mani ppl going so mani ppl not going
to mos tonite

as usual there's always last min ppl cancel say dun wan go as usual..
she's going..
suddenly i become unhapi again..
cannot tell my reason here..
i am unhapi again..
again i am back to square 1..
tonite media will be at there..
hope to be on tv soon

tts all...

mumu jiayou for ur PROM hor
now den i regret sia..
i felt so played again...
as usual i am thinking too much..
square 1..
i'm back....

2007-05-20T23:12:00.000+08:00

Reunion

timed:11:13pm

Today woke up @ 14:05pm
rush to the bathroom to get ready myself to
meet an old fren..
david! who was just release!
long time nv see him liao
went to the bus stop ..
saw him there..
still liek old times smiling away at me..
with a hello david i and him sit down and take about old times
when to town to walk walk...
realise he's oso has a need for girls...
but he can get girls easily..
even he can
i cant..
lol i'm not a player enuff =(

last night talked to her..
her voice got worst
its got sexier
now she's talking like a man
and occasionally a lost voice when she talks..
but its ok with me..
at least she got the heart to call me ^^
we talked awhile on boring stuff
den she talked about herself
she went through her OLD diary today..
she told me
most of her entries..
are sad..
most are quarrels of her feelings with her bf
or..should i say ex-bf..
most of her entries are sad
only 1-2 is hapi..
according to her..
and her sweetness moment with her bf
last for a small 1mth..
from there
his true colors came out..
haha..comparing him with myself..
i told her..
i endured more than him..
maybe i endured the entire relation
till i exploded =/
i koe i'm not the right man for her..
but in my heart
its saying
.........................................................
i will treat u better den him
if u gimme the chance to..
but i koe..
the chance will nv come bah
i'm not up to the
"requirement"
thrusday
thrusday i shall see her @ there
even though there its only awhile
she's not into clubbing
which is good..
but at least let me take her to the cage..
hopefully she doesnt get into trouble
or
get grind i hope
well
nth to say liao

*cheers*

2007-05-15T18:21:00.000+08:00

Hopes

time: 6.22pm

Haiz

juz explored friendster
trying to find out something
in the end
more disappointment..
wad i want
cannot get de la..
so poor..
so fat..
there are so mani more guys..
x10
x100
x1000 bette de..
i dun stand anything
why am i giving myself so mani hopes..
haiz..
now i feel more pain as reality crashes in
going to cafe del mar soon le..
stil remembering the words said ytd..
i wasnt the right company for
-_-"
i'm bad company..
last min ...so mani ppl wan to go
in the end still cancel..
but still go..still ok bah..
hope i will enjoy del mar later..
i really wish i can get myself drunk today...
i feel so painful nw..
even though its juz a picture...
i feel so pain..
i'm juz not good enuff bah..
cant even afford my own meal..
i reeally duno wad i am good at already
other then lying to myself..

time:6.27pm
wun see her @ cafe del mar
but will see her "there" soon
with her frens..
maybe i'm asking too much liao bah..
we barely koe each other..
i'm juz too psycho..